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Started working about a month now into my new job at a foreign bank. Salary wise, reasonable enough but lesser than my previous sales job with a local bank. That was actually commission based job.

Felt quite hesitated and reluctant to leave my previous job but I had no choice due to the reduction of comm scheme plus the recent introduction of the DNC (Do Not Call) n PDPA (Personal Data Protection Act) by government.

This current job of mine, I wouldn't really say I enjoy my job that much as compared to my previous job but thankfully, I have gotten myself good working colleagues and boss. Boss is very understanding enough. He may look fierce (like ah beng) but he's actually very nice. :)

I don't really know how long I can stay here as most of my precious jobs doesn't last that long. At most about a year plus.

Recently, I texted my good friend aka buddy asking to see if he's doing fine. Sadly, I didn't got any reply from him which kinda sadden and disappoint me a lot. I know he ain't that type of person who is not irresponsible. I know he must have had his reasons for not replying my text messages. I have total absolute faith in that (him) and I definitely will not lose that faith.

However, I am still harping on the hope that he will come back to look for me again... I miss those good times together.

S***n A*g, no matter where you are, no matter what are or have you been doing all these while, in good or bad times, in poor or in fortune, in health or in sickness, please do know that I will always stand by waiting to be there for you. (Even if it is just as a friend). A promise I will make to you is a promise ever.________________________________________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________________________________________ Feeling lucky recently.

Won a red balloon speaker from Qoo10 last month and now I have won myself a customise perfume fragrance with my own name engraved on the bottle itself from Facebook Lucky Draw!!

"We are pleased to announce the winners of the Guerlain La Petite Robe Noire Facebook contest!"

Congratulations to:
-Elayne Chen
-Jenny Yue
-Kelynn Nai

I have never used to have such luck when entering/ joining for lucky draws not to mention winning consecutively twice within 2 months. WOW!

Now, I just hope to pass my driving test, get my driving license and land myself a dream job and year 2012 shall ends well for me liao. :))________________________________________________________________________________________ I just booked my practical test date today again. It is scheduled to be on the 23rd November 2012 (Friday) at 4.30pm. Fast right?
________________________________________________________________________________________ Suddenly, I have a very strong decision. I have decided that I will NOT have any kids of my own at least for the next couple of years down the road.

I have never liked children before. (except the newly born babies which I still find them adorable and innocent) To me, I find them a nuisance. I was never a patient person so to me, yes they are irritable especially after staying long time together with his sister two kiddos as they are always fighting, shouting every now and then and also after attending a few times of his elder sister's son birthday party. Bunch of kids running around everywhere, screaming shouting etc etc. Okie, everyone was a kid before. Kid's nature. Like my hub says why don't I ask my parents why they gave birth to me etc? (Hello, where is the linkage here huh??) So what if my parents brought me to this world? I MUST bring my future kid to this world too? My parents may love children (that explains both my brother and I) but NOT me. So??

Secondly, I do not want my future kid to be brought up under his family situation when the grandparents (Hub's parents) are always quarreling, scolding vulgarities, smoking (FIL) every now and then and shouting at their top of voice at each other. Looking at the sister two kids you will know what I meant. Absolutely NO NO!

Thirdly, my poly mate whom just got married only about a year ago is already now filing for separation (soon to be divorce case). They have a baby girl. I think his wife should be thankful enough that my poly mate is not intending to fight for his daughter's custody as he told me that he will respect his wife decision of wanting their daughter. Perhaps I am pessimistic, but I don't want my situation to be like him in future that we will have to fight for the children custody should we file for separation or divorce. It can be very hassle. Yes, I m not really optimistic about our marriage. I am serious.

Lastly, I am not confident about being a good mother. I have a very bad temper and I know I do not have lot's of patience. I don't want my kid to come to this world and end up me being a very bad mother which he/she will hate me. This is the least I will want to imagine.

                                                            ~THE END~________________________________________________________________________________________ The title says it all. Yup, I flunk my practical test at mark deduction of 26 points.

Seriously, I don't know where exactly went wrong when I was doing my parallel parking. During those normal lessons, I couldn't remember if I ever did hit the kerb before which I don't think so I did but how the hell did I hit the kerb twice during the actual test??!! First time I hit, ok fine. Second time when I re-tried, I ensured that I did reverse all the way back till the end, full-locked my steering wheel to the right before I turned but yet I hit the kerb again!! >.<

Sighs.. If not for hitting twice the kerb, I will have pass the test and got my driving license already.

Blame in on my lack of sleep and blame it on the stupid phone call that rang during the time when I was doing my parallel parking. Gosh, of all times don't ring, it rang at that timing! ARRRGH!

I need to re-book my test date again. This time round, I must pray hard for a PASS!________________________________________________________________________________________ My last driving lesson with one of my fix instructor today was quite badly done compared to my previous few lessons.  Made quite a number of mistakes. Is it pre-test nervous syndrome??

Luckily after my lesson was completed, my instructor told me that actually in fact I am quite alright and familiar with my steps and all just that I was just too nervous. Probably test coming plus I didn't quite manage to sleep well and enough. Hopefully, I will be able to calm myself down and performed at my tip top best on the 5th November itself.

In case anyone needs any recommendation to learn driving at Comfort Ubi Driving Centre, you may want to look for Mr. Ronnie Heng & Mr. Mark Lim. Personally, I feel they are quite good in their coaching. Mr. Ronnie Heng will be quite strict and may scold (as per what he told me himself but I was not scolded by him at all~) but he's good. After failing at my lesson for learning to park 3 times, I finally got it after coaching by him.

That's all for today. Updates on coming Monday.

Good Luck to Me!! (I hope)________________________________________________________________________________________ Just updated on my blog skin and I hope you guys will like it. :)

Counting down 6 more days to my practical driving test. I hope to clear it in just one attempt.
To update soon by then.________________________________________________________________________________________ It's been so many months since my last update. How time flies and it is coming almost to another end of the year again. Counting down to Christmas. Basically, I really have nothing interesting to blog about these days... I think my viewership is also lost too.

Anyway, just a simple update: Driving practical test to be on the 5th November 2012. Wish me luck and keeping my fingers crossed.

________________________________________________________________________________________ Wow wow wow, what have I been doing all these while?

Nothing much and interesting about basically it is just helping out at shop most of the times thus greatly reducing my time of going out.

Lately just finish my poly gathering stay-over-night chalet cum BBQ session. These guys are great bunch of guys~Lolx.. Our next up planning though is a 1 day JB seafood cum shopping trip OR 3 days 2 night at Desaru. Still in the midst of discussion though...

Plus, I have just finish attending 2 of my driving lessons... I must say indeed Manual driving is not that easy afterall and I will try my utmost best effort to try and pass it.. :)

That's all peeps. Have a great day!________________________________________________________________________________________ Updates Updates:

1) Passed my Final Theory Test (FTT) yesterday in one attempt with a score of 48/50!! Woohoo..

2) Applied for Provisional Driving License awaiting to register for my practical lesson.

3) In the midst of braces process. Extracted one tooth last week. Will need to arrange for some more extractions again... Boohoo... PAST ♠

Started working about a month now into my new job at a foreign bank. Salary wise, reasonable enough but lesser than my previous sales job with a local bank. That was actually commission based job.

Felt quite hesitated and reluctant to leave my previous job but I had no choice due to the reduction of comm scheme plus the recent introduction of the DNC (Do Not Call) n PDPA (Personal Data Protection Act) by government.

This current job of mine, I wouldn't really say I enjoy my job that much as compared to my previous job but thankfully, I have gotten myself good working colleagues and boss. Boss is very understanding enough. He may look fierce (like ah beng) but he's actually very nice. :)

I don't really know how long I can stay here as most of my precious jobs doesn't last that long. At most about a year plus.

Recently, I texted my good friend aka buddy asking to see if he's doing fine. Sadly, I didn't got any reply from him which kinda sadden and disappoint me a lot. I know he ain't that type of person who is not irresponsible. I know he must have had his reasons for not replying my text messages. I have total absolute faith in that (him) and I definitely will not lose that faith.

However, I am still harping on the hope that he will come back to look for me again... I miss those good times together.

S***n A*g, no matter where you are, no matter what are or have you been doing all these while, in good or bad times, in poor or in fortune, in health or in sickness, please do know that I will always stand by waiting to be there for you. (Even if it is just as a friend). A promise I will make to you is a promise ever. Feeling lucky recently.

Won a red balloon speaker from Qoo10 last month and now I have won myself a customise perfume fragrance with my own name engraved on the bottle itself from Facebook Lucky Draw!!

"We are pleased to announce the winners of the Guerlain La Petite Robe Noire Facebook contest!"

Congratulations to:
-Elayne Chen
-Jenny Yue
-Kelynn Nai

I have never used to have such luck when entering/ joining for lucky draws not to mention winning consecutively twice within 2 months. WOW!

Now, I just hope to pass my driving test, get my driving license and land myself a dream job and year 2012 shall ends well for me liao. :)) I just booked my practical test date today again. It is scheduled to be on the 23rd November 2012 (Friday) at 4.30pm. Fast right?
Suddenly, I have a very strong decision. I have decided that I will NOT have any kids of my own at least for the next couple of years down the road.

I have never liked children before. (except the newly born babies which I still find them adorable and innocent) To me, I find them a nuisance. I was never a patient person so to me, yes they are irritable especially after staying long time together with his sister two kiddos as they are always fighting, shouting every now and then and also after attending a few times of his elder sister's son birthday party. Bunch of kids running around everywhere, screaming shouting etc etc. Okie, everyone was a kid before. Kid's nature. Like my hub says why don't I ask my parents why they gave birth to me etc? (Hello, where is the linkage here huh??) So what if my parents brought me to this world? I MUST bring my future kid to this world too? My parents may love children (that explains both my brother and I) but NOT me. So??

Secondly, I do not want my future kid to be brought up under his family situation when the grandparents (Hub's parents) are always quarreling, scolding vulgarities, smoking (FIL) every now and then and shouting at their top of voice at each other. Looking at the sister two kids you will know what I meant. Absolutely NO NO!

Thirdly, my poly mate whom just got married only about a year ago is already now filing for separation (soon to be divorce case). They have a baby girl. I think his wife should be thankful enough that my poly mate is not intending to fight for his daughter's custody as he told me that he will respect his wife decision of wanting their daughter. Perhaps I am pessimistic, but I don't want my situation to be like him in future that we will have to fight for the children custody should we file for separation or divorce. It can be very hassle. Yes, I m not really optimistic about our marriage. I am serious.

Lastly, I am not confident about being a good mother. I have a very bad temper and I know I do not have lot's of patience. I don't want my kid to come to this world and end up me being a very bad mother which he/she will hate me. This is the least I will want to imagine.

                                                            ~THE END~ The title says it all. Yup, I flunk my practical test at mark deduction of 26 points.

Seriously, I don't know where exactly went wrong when I was doing my parallel parking. During those normal lessons, I couldn't remember if I ever did hit the kerb before which I don't think so I did but how the hell did I hit the kerb twice during the actual test??!! First time I hit, ok fine. Second time when I re-tried, I ensured that I did reverse all the way back till the end, full-locked my steering wheel to the right before I turned but yet I hit the kerb again!! >.<

Sighs.. If not for hitting twice the kerb, I will have pass the test and got my driving license already.

Blame in on my lack of sleep and blame it on the stupid phone call that rang during the time when I was doing my parallel parking. Gosh, of all times don't ring, it rang at that timing! ARRRGH!

I need to re-book my test date again. This time round, I must pray hard for a PASS! My last driving lesson with one of my fix instructor today was quite badly done compared to my previous few lessons.  Made quite a number of mistakes. Is it pre-test nervous syndrome??

Luckily after my lesson was completed, my instructor told me that actually in fact I am quite alright and familiar with my steps and all just that I was just too nervous. Probably test coming plus I didn't quite manage to sleep well and enough. Hopefully, I will be able to calm myself down and performed at my tip top best on the 5th November itself.

In case anyone needs any recommendation to learn driving at Comfort Ubi Driving Centre, you may want to look for Mr. Ronnie Heng & Mr. Mark Lim. Personally, I feel they are quite good in their coaching. Mr. Ronnie Heng will be quite strict and may scold (as per what he told me himself but I was not scolded by him at all~) but he's good. After failing at my lesson for learning to park 3 times, I finally got it after coaching by him.

That's all for today. Updates on coming Monday.

Good Luck to Me!! (I hope) Just updated on my blog skin and I hope you guys will like it. :)

Counting down 6 more days to my practical driving test. I hope to clear it in just one attempt.
To update soon by then. It's been so many months since my last update. How time flies and it is coming almost to another end of the year again. Counting down to Christmas. Basically, I really have nothing interesting to blog about these days... I think my viewership is also lost too.

Anyway, just a simple update: Driving practical test to be on the 5th November 2012. Wish me luck and keeping my fingers crossed.

Wow wow wow, what have I been doing all these while?

Nothing much and interesting about basically it is just helping out at shop most of the times thus greatly reducing my time of going out.

Lately just finish my poly gathering stay-over-night chalet cum BBQ session. These guys are great bunch of guys~Lolx.. Our next up planning though is a 1 day JB seafood cum shopping trip OR 3 days 2 night at Desaru. Still in the midst of discussion though...

Plus, I have just finish attending 2 of my driving lessons... I must say indeed Manual driving is not that easy afterall and I will try my utmost best effort to try and pass it.. :)

That's all peeps. Have a great day! Updates Updates:

1) Passed my Final Theory Test (FTT) yesterday in one attempt with a score of 48/50!! Woohoo..

2) Applied for Provisional Driving License awaiting to register for my practical lesson.

3) In the midst of braces process. Extracted one tooth last week. Will need to arrange for some more extractions again... Boohoo...