________________________________________________________________________________________ Time really flies...

Coming Monday i will be starting work on my new job. Strangely, i dont seems to feel any sense of anxiety nor anxious-ness in me. Probably e feeling of anxiety just wears off as time and age grows compared to first starting out on your first job after graduation.

During these period of time i ve just been a slacking queen practically doing nothing but just resting and sleeping at home except coming out on weekends once a while with Dear for movies. Caught Rush Hour 3 at Vivo just last weekend. Such a hilarious show...Chris Tucker nvr fails to keep me entertained. Finally Dear finished all his papers. Am so glad for him. Can tell that Dear really felt sorry and bad for not keeping me company that often due to his exams..

It is our 2nd month and 2 weeks together now but somehow i just dont feel a sense of security. It's an indescribable feeling that suddenly occured to me couple of nights back. Probably it's bcos of the small actions he has done like looking at girls while being with me. I mean i m not petty to the extent that i dont allow him to look at girls but sometimes i really feel that he has overdone it. [Perhaps i really should start learning to live with a big heart but i really have a big heart to start with mah].

Another thing is that he will be starting out on his own business soon...by then i can forsee tat the time left for me will be even lesser. Not to mention that i will also be starting work next week which will require me to work on Sat. Depending on which outlet i posted to i may even have to work on Sundays [Of cos i pray and i hoped NOT]. By then e time each of us have for each other will be much much limited. I wonder how we can last long like this...[Maybe i realli shouldnt think so far ahead for now huh?]

Let me just digress myself away from this topic in case i starts to drift my mind away again...my spulrging habit just nvr fails to kick away. I just bought a bag and 2 tops from Bugis Village. Bag is a necessity which i may require for my new job to store my uniforms and shoes while e 2 clothes [Yesh i know it's extravagant] are great bargains cos end up each tops just costs less then 20 bucks each. [Even cheaper then This Fashion] So tell me how in the world can i resist from this great temptations that is drawing me?

I shall post my loots again when i have it ready. Cos i haven taken any pictures yet... This month i really have overbudget. That's e bad point of having to take a break for so long. You spent n splurge without having any restrictions. I promised to start saving and recover all my expenses once i start having my first pay cheque.

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Time really flies...

Coming Monday i will be starting work on my new job. Strangely, i dont seems to feel any sense of anxiety nor anxious-ness in me. Probably e feeling of anxiety just wears off as time and age grows compared to first starting out on your first job after graduation.

During these period of time i ve just been a slacking queen practically doing nothing but just resting and sleeping at home except coming out on weekends once a while with Dear for movies. Caught Rush Hour 3 at Vivo just last weekend. Such a hilarious show...Chris Tucker nvr fails to keep me entertained. Finally Dear finished all his papers. Am so glad for him. Can tell that Dear really felt sorry and bad for not keeping me company that often due to his exams..

It is our 2nd month and 2 weeks together now but somehow i just dont feel a sense of security. It's an indescribable feeling that suddenly occured to me couple of nights back. Probably it's bcos of the small actions he has done like looking at girls while being with me. I mean i m not petty to the extent that i dont allow him to look at girls but sometimes i really feel that he has overdone it. [Perhaps i really should start learning to live with a big heart but i really have a big heart to start with mah].

Another thing is that he will be starting out on his own business soon...by then i can forsee tat the time left for me will be even lesser. Not to mention that i will also be starting work next week which will require me to work on Sat. Depending on which outlet i posted to i may even have to work on Sundays [Of cos i pray and i hoped NOT]. By then e time each of us have for each other will be much much limited. I wonder how we can last long like this...[Maybe i realli shouldnt think so far ahead for now huh?]

Let me just digress myself away from this topic in case i starts to drift my mind away again...my spulrging habit just nvr fails to kick away. I just bought a bag and 2 tops from Bugis Village. Bag is a necessity which i may require for my new job to store my uniforms and shoes while e 2 clothes [Yesh i know it's extravagant] are great bargains cos end up each tops just costs less then 20 bucks each. [Even cheaper then This Fashion] So tell me how in the world can i resist from this great temptations that is drawing me?

I shall post my loots again when i have it ready. Cos i haven taken any pictures yet... This month i really have overbudget. That's e bad point of having to take a break for so long. You spent n splurge without having any restrictions. I promised to start saving and recover all my expenses once i start having my first pay cheque.

=D