________________________________________________________________________________________ I m very saddened to hear shocking yet devasting news today. Gotten to know that our close god brother has contracted 4th stage cancer and hasnt got any much time left and maximum time is about 1-2 years.



The moment i hear this piece of news personally from his doctor i was totally in a shock. For that moment, how i wish all these was just a dream. But alas, reality still hits me eventually. Why is this thing happening to me yet again!??



Remembering vividly, my previous blog entry i mentioned that i have a poly friend who also left us just late last year due to tumour n luekemia? *Long Paused.*


As i move on to write further my mind is a whirl blank, my hands are slight trembling and my eyes are getting teary. Sights of my poly mate leaving us starts coming back to my mind once again. I cannot imagine my dear brother who is also going to leave us(my friend n i), leave his mother (he's staying alone with his mum only).

I know he has been trying very hard to be strong and still joke with us at times. But deep inside i can tell he's faking it. Inner self i know he's just as sad n worried bout his mum.

Life is so short and fragile. Is it time to actually sit down to think and re-flect on what you have done in the past and also what you have not done? I know this is life and everyone sure have to go through this phase. But of all times why now? Is life being fair?

I cant write any further... i cant think and write well now.... leave me alone for now... PAST ♠ FUTURE

I m very saddened to hear shocking yet devasting news today. Gotten to know that our close god brother has contracted 4th stage cancer and hasnt got any much time left and maximum time is about 1-2 years.



The moment i hear this piece of news personally from his doctor i was totally in a shock. For that moment, how i wish all these was just a dream. But alas, reality still hits me eventually. Why is this thing happening to me yet again!??



Remembering vividly, my previous blog entry i mentioned that i have a poly friend who also left us just late last year due to tumour n luekemia? *Long Paused.*


As i move on to write further my mind is a whirl blank, my hands are slight trembling and my eyes are getting teary. Sights of my poly mate leaving us starts coming back to my mind once again. I cannot imagine my dear brother who is also going to leave us(my friend n i), leave his mother (he's staying alone with his mum only).

I know he has been trying very hard to be strong and still joke with us at times. But deep inside i can tell he's faking it. Inner self i know he's just as sad n worried bout his mum.

Life is so short and fragile. Is it time to actually sit down to think and re-flect on what you have done in the past and also what you have not done? I know this is life and everyone sure have to go through this phase. But of all times why now? Is life being fair?

I cant write any further... i cant think and write well now.... leave me alone for now...