________________________________________________________________________________________ The responsibilities and liabilities that comes after marriage life realli freaks me out which i don't have the confidence of handling it well as a wife status.

Despite knowing the fact that he might be able to read all this as he knows my blog URL, i am still penning it down. This is the only way in which i can "vent frustration".

As i m not a very sociable person whom doesnt like to entertain people, especially when the family members of ur other half is huge and u know u can't escape from all the celebrations of any occasions.

My dream of a marriage life is to be able to move out away from both sides of family in order to be able to spent quality time between urself and ur partner, also in order to avoid conflicts by staying together as a big family. (excluding of stranger tenants.)

I know all the above are definitely inevitable as afterall he, being the only son in the family cannot ditch his parents aside otherwise will be deemed as unfilial. He always says that he know staying together as one whole big family is not easy etc etc but how well does he fully know my feelings?

Yesterday night, he smsed me and asked. "Why do i sign on the dotted line and get married? Is it for fun?"

I replied: "It is precisely becos i signed and we have so many argumentations that i feel not confident in being a good wife. And it seemed like most of the argumentations is caused by me."

Yes, i m just a spoilt princess with a very hot temperament. I just don't wished for him to suffer as i will only keep causing trouble and misery to others around me.

I wished he will tell me that he really regretted going into this marriage with me so perhaps i will feel better...

I m going into a state of depression with my work stress and this n that.... Yesterday night, i even prayed that Lord will take me home with him...

Yes, i broke down yesterday night as i prayed. PAST ♠ FUTURE

The responsibilities and liabilities that comes after marriage life realli freaks me out which i don't have the confidence of handling it well as a wife status.

Despite knowing the fact that he might be able to read all this as he knows my blog URL, i am still penning it down. This is the only way in which i can "vent frustration".

As i m not a very sociable person whom doesnt like to entertain people, especially when the family members of ur other half is huge and u know u can't escape from all the celebrations of any occasions.

My dream of a marriage life is to be able to move out away from both sides of family in order to be able to spent quality time between urself and ur partner, also in order to avoid conflicts by staying together as a big family. (excluding of stranger tenants.)

I know all the above are definitely inevitable as afterall he, being the only son in the family cannot ditch his parents aside otherwise will be deemed as unfilial. He always says that he know staying together as one whole big family is not easy etc etc but how well does he fully know my feelings?

Yesterday night, he smsed me and asked. "Why do i sign on the dotted line and get married? Is it for fun?"

I replied: "It is precisely becos i signed and we have so many argumentations that i feel not confident in being a good wife. And it seemed like most of the argumentations is caused by me."

Yes, i m just a spoilt princess with a very hot temperament. I just don't wished for him to suffer as i will only keep causing trouble and misery to others around me.

I wished he will tell me that he really regretted going into this marriage with me so perhaps i will feel better...

I m going into a state of depression with my work stress and this n that.... Yesterday night, i even prayed that Lord will take me home with him...

Yes, i broke down yesterday night as i prayed.