love me hate me not

2011-12-06T10:18:00.002+08:00

Updates Updates:

1) Passed my Final Theory Test (FTT) yesterday in one attempt with a score of 48/50!! Woohoo..

2) Applied for Provisional Driving License awaiting to register for my practical lesson.

3) In the midst of braces process. Extracted one tooth last week. Will need to arrange for some more extractions again... Boohoo...

Driving

2011-11-22T17:58:00.007+08:00

I was down to Comfort Driving Centre @ Ubi yesterday to have my final theory e-trial test session. Sadly to say, I flunked most of the e-trial papers... Sobs..

Still have another upcoming 2 more sessions on the 4th & 5th Dec. Hopefully, I can brush up my skills again just in time for the FTT on 5th December 2011 as well.

I have also applied for my Provisional Driving License (PDL) too. Once I passed my FTT, I can immediately start to go for my practical driving lesson!! *Keeping fingers crossed*

Btw, guess who I saw at the driving centre:

Spot it?

Better? Spot the pink striking hair now?
Now make a guess.. no prizes for correct guess though:

Ta Dah!! Revealing answers for all...

It's XiaXue a.k.a. Ms. Wendy Cheng

TeHehehe...

That's all to share... Till then..

Return from China Trip

2011-11-09T13:16:00.007+08:00

Have yet to update my blog recently. Booz.

Anyway, I just came back from China since last week, 2nd November 2011. Bought quite a plenty of stuffs there. Weather was good, very cooling as change season unlike the last time hubby went there he told me it was a freaking 38 deg cel which is like even hotter than SG!

Met 2 attitude sales person there well but I guess its alright as every country sure has its good and bad rotten eyes everywhere including SG too. Shall not cover too much into details about it lest it starts to piss me off again.. Sighs.

Couldn't get used to the food there though. The taste is definitely much much saltier. Yucks. One boss even told my MIL that people there are "drowned dead" by salts. =__=!

During the time while we were there, we did ate some of their local foods but at times, we decided to have Mcdonalds and Japanese food instead.

Didnt manage to take any photos over there at China as I was busy shopping most of the time until I forgot to snap pictures! Hahaha..

Overall, not too bad. I shall be back again to China again soon for more shopping! Lolx.

Don't you just love the cloudy scenic view from the airplane? I just simply can never get enough of the view.

Me with hubby. Realised that my face is getting rounder = I am getting fatter!! OH GOSH!

My mum was telling me just that day that she saw I have double chin now.. NO NO NOoo... Sobs Sobs...

2011-09-19T15:28:00.004+08:00

Really have not been updating my blog for so long now. Really nothing much to updates about as I have not been working for 3 months now...

Basically it is just "nua-ing" at home helping out with hubby's mother in law business a little bit here and there and coming soon it will be helping out with my own mother's business. She will be officially taking over Sweet Talk Eunos MRT outlet with effect on the 01st October 2011 .. And I will also be contributing a bit of capital plus my time into this business as well. We have already both looked and discuss ways and methods into improvising and creating new flavours and menu. Do keep a lookout and show your support for us~!! :)

Happy 2nd ROM Anniversary to us!

2011-09-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

Today marks our 2nd ROM anniversary and here is to wishing us a Happy 2nd ROM Anniversary!!

No fanciful celebrations as we wanted to save up for future rainy days such as buying another flat/ setting up business / investments. Just only had a simple meal and I cooked 2 simple dishes the previous day before. Heh heh.. I m so proud of myself. Felt I have completed my mission. Lolx..

1) Fried Beancurd with Bean sprouts & Carrots

2) Oyster Mushroom with Tomatoes (My favourite dish myself) :)

:):):)

Grasshopper encounter!

2011-07-23T11:15:00.003+08:00

Spotted grasshopper yesterday in my house while heading to the toilet. It was on the toilet wall tiles. To think while I prepared my mobile camera to shot it, it actually stay put quietly to "allow me to take pictures of it." Until I finish taking its shot, it flew off immediately.

Did a Google search and below was I what found of its symbolism of a grasshopper. (I summarise it)

"As a Chinese symbol, the grass hopper offers attributes of longevity, happiness, good health, good luck, wealth, abundance, fertility and virtue. In fact, grasshoppers were thought to be fertility symbols; specifically omens of the birth of a son (hence, another reason for its good luck symbol status as sons are considered prized gems within the setting of the family). It is a sign that the seer will receive profoundly joyful news that will benefit the entire community."

Well well... I hope everything is and will come true for me except for the fertility symbols of the birth of a son which I do not need it now at the moment. But will need it probably in 2-3 years time again.. HaHaahaa...

Tonight, it's time to attend one last wedding dinner for the month of July.. and come tomorrow, it's time for a short short get away trip to KL and Genting with hubby cum friend and his wifey! Yea yea... Praying for good news when I m back (Hopefully. Praying real hard hard)

Take care peeps! :)

Happy Birthday to my beloved god brother, Danny Tan

2011-07-01T01:10:00.001+08:00

Today, it is one of my god-brother Danny Tan Wee Jie's birthday and I will like to wish him a Happy Birthday to him!

To think I have lost contact with him ever since I lost my mobile phone (BB). Sobs Sobs..
The last time we have met was actually on my ROM day itself (09/09/09).

He is one of my god-brother whom I truly treasure a lot and he also doted on me a lot the most, making me felt so loved and as if I m a princess whom I m being pampered on. Even though we used to have some misunderstandings over $$$ issues, everything has already been resolved since.

To Danny Tan my beloved brother,

I really miss you so much! I hope to be able to meet you someday on the streets again real soon!

Your dearest sister,
Elayne Chen

Wedding Weddings and more Weddings...

2011-06-30T08:44:00.006+08:00

How time flies..

Tonight, I will be attending one of my poly mate, Larry's wedding. Looking back, it seems as though my poly graduation days was just only couple of years back and I was so-called their "大姐" to them as I was a few years ahead their senior due to I was from ITE that time.

And today, it feels as though this "大姐" is witnessing all her "弟弟们" settling down, starting on their own family.. Sighs.. Feels so old now. ='(

Nvertheless, still feeling happy for them. Next month, I still have 2 more wedding dinners to attend. One is my ex-colleague, Miss Esther and the other poly mate, Mr. Myo Lwin and Ms. Anitha~

Happy Marriage/ Wedding to all and stay blissful forever~~ =)

(Another quick updates: I will be officially stopping school for 6 mths before I return back to sch. 一言难尽... Sighs)

Clothes for sale

2011-06-22T13:01:00.012+08:00

Hi Peeps,

This is not a blogshop selling clothes but rather a personal site selling these clothes which I have bought online for my own usage but found out that size and length does not suit me hence selling it off to clear my wardrobe.

Clothes below are all total brand new and not worn at all.

1) Ref Num: (CDYB E11325)

Selling for SGD $22

2)Ref Num: (CDYB E12011)

Selling for SGD $18

3) Ref Num: (TFC 0005511)

Selling for SGD $15

Do let me know if you are keen by emailing me to the following email address: mygirlsparadise@gmail.com

Please do remember to indicate the reference number in your email header, together with your name and contact number for me to get back.

Thank you very much! =)

Insomnia

2011-06-21T03:07:00.000+08:00

I have been sleeping at around 4+am since the day I moved back to my own parents house.

Hate this feeling.. A good thing is I am currently not working at the moment hence not much of a problem/issue.

Updated my player song. I just love 黄靖伦... After watching the Channel U show <>, I just find him soo cute and real. A guy who looks silly but yet is still able to do sweet things that captures and melts a lady's heart.

The next song is by 倪安東-散場的擁抱. Despite listening numerous times, I find that I still can't get sick of this. Listening to this song makes me feel so emotional and reminds me of some of the past, especially "S".

I dunno why do you really have to "avoid" meeting me up, my smses to you even as a friend? You wouldn't have done that to me in the past. I am feeling so lost without you. You came into my life, accompanied to walk me out of my saddest moment of my life, bringing me all the laughter, sweet memories and even able to make me forget my past unforgettable relationship with my ex -boyfriend (B).

Unknowingly, I knew that you have already become an important part(person) into my life (heart) from that moment on. Losing you is akin to losing an important body organs... Please don't ignore or avoid me.... My life is in a complete mess and failure.

My work can never be smooth sailing - colleagues never seem to like me despite me trying not to offend anyone by doing my work silently, talking and interacting less etc.. School also sucks. Much as I tried very hard to succeed. Force myself to at least be able to graduate with a Bachelor Degree in Business to be on the same par as you. To be able to get into banking line to work alongside with you, but I guess all fails... Might fail my exams and end up being terminated by the school.

My family(husband's family) also doesnt seem to get along with them as well...

Seriously... I am really getting tired of all these... I want to give up...

If only you were here to help me walk me through this difficult time and moment of my life...

If only....

2011-05-15T18:40:00.005+08:00

Woah, realised that its been a long time since I last updated on my blog again.

Sorry... now is the time for me to be busy mugging hard for my upcoming exams. The reason why I am blogging now is because I am taking a short break and I just came back from Woodlands Causeway Point. Seems like CWP is not going to be the most boring shopping centre anymore with some renovations going on.

The most highly raved Japanese boutique, Uniqlo is now open @ CWP!! Wee weet. To think when it first opened its first outlet in Tampines, it cause such a stir e last time. I thought situation wouldnt be that bad now but to think the Queue is still required in order to get into the boutique store itself. Luckily, the wait was not too bad enough...

Bought one Tweety Bird Tee-shirt on sale. Usual price $19.90 and now it is only $9.90! Hmm...not too bad lah. I am not a usually "cutie" person who will wear such a cutie tee-shirt but... its pretty irresistible looking at the Tweety Bird design. (FYI, I used to be a Tweety bird fan~! Wahahahaha)

Cute max!

I m hoping to update my outstanding blog entry posts as soon as I can.... SIGHS. Meanwhile, it's time to be back to my mugging of my books again.

Tata~~

JobsDB Career Expo @ Suntec Convention Hall

2011-03-20T16:13:00.004+08:00

JobsDB will be holding its annual Career Expo on the 25th-27th March 2011 @ Suntec City Conventional Hall and I will taking part in it as a staff! Kind of looking forward to it thou... *Hope to see my friends there. (regardless of friends whom I still get to keep in contact or friends whom I have lost contact with~)

See you guys there~ I will be stationed at Level 4 Registration counter. =))

Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T23:58:00.005+08:00

I m back for a quick updates and also to wish all a Happy St. Valentine's Day!!!

Headed to Millenia Walk a German restaurant called Paulaner for our Pre-V day meal yesterday, 13th February 2011. Reason being: Hubby got to know one of his friend from recent reservist who is working there as an assistant chef and is able to get us special discounts and *ahem* extra dishes and ingredients cum servings complimentary. Haha...

Introducing the menu:

Introducing....*drum-rolls please*... My man. Haha. *smiling so happie*

Moi~ with a forced smile... Dunno why but just can't smile naturally leh...

The view to Suntec Convention Hall from the restaurant window.

The inner decoration of the restaurant.. Errm...feels and looks very X'mas-y leh...

We had salad before this sausage dish... Its made up of 5 different types of sausages with mashed potatoes below..nice but yet also very filling with only just our 2nd dish...haha.

My all time favourite, Desserts!! Yum Yum. Complimentary from his friend.

Pork Knuckle... Huge portion...can't finish. End up ta bao.

Finally, the "main leads" of the story... Oops. =P

=)

2011-02-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

Ok, most likely will not be able to update my blog as often now.

Recent updates also not much. Just that I have finally been to MBS (Marina Bay Sands) for a walk cum catching up with one of my secondary school guy mate. It's pretty amazing as to how we didn't really got to know each other that well during our secondary school days but yet we could arrange to meet up to chat. Hahaha.....

Well and that's about it. Merely word entry for today. Till then...

Happy Chinese New Year~!

2011-01-29T23:52:00.005+08:00

New school semester starts and my first lesson, ACC201 was conducted last friday with overtime of 10+ mins. Reached home only at 11+pm. It was complete shagness after a whole day at work.

Next lesson will be on Sunday... Sighs.

See the no. of books? Not inclusive of the subjects which I need to re-sit for.

*Wails~*

On a side note, I have not bought any new year clothes yet! The grey top which I purchased previously at JB doesn't count as my new year clothes. Hopefully, I am able to go with hubby dear to shop for both our new year clothes tomorrow as he will be back from his reservist tomorrow! Finally.... Phew

First virgin trip to JB by bus.

2011-01-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

For the very first time, I m travelling into Johor Bahru by bus... together with my female room tenant from Malaysia. She wanted to purchase some top (shirt blouse) for her new job and asked if I wanted to accompany her in for some shopping. I thought, hey why not since I m also pretty bored staying at home alone myself. So off we went at about 12.30pm~

Everything went very smoothly... we took a train down to Kranji station to exchange some Ringgits and subsequently move on to board the public bus which was already waiting at the station. The bus was not packed and the traffic was also smooth with no traffic jams. Wee~

Sorry, couldnt take any photos at all especially at both Sg and M'sia customs. Upon reaching Malaysia, we headed straight to MacDonald's to fill our empty stomache first in order to have the energy to shop. Haha. I bought a Fillet Fish meal plus upsize only at a price of approx RM8+ after tax which after conversion only costs less than SGD $4!! Wah, super deal!

We shopped and shooped for hours like nobody's business at City Square Mall which is just beside the M'sia custom. She bought a total of 3 tops and a pair of shoes while I managed to curb my temptation and bought only one simple plain top at a offer price of RM 27.60 after 60% less discount. Initial price was RM 69. Soo ex.... I was tempted to buy a pair of heels initially from Vincci which was on sale only costing approx $17++ SGD. Tenant told me that Vincci is a very good brand in Malaysia and their shoes more mostly quite expensive. In the end, I mamaged to persuade myself not to splurge too much. I shall hang around a while more for next Tuesday to come as I just went for interview last Friday and I m hoping(praying) for good news soon before I can come back to Malaysia again to grab some more good deals! =_=

I think most of the items there at City Square Mall are pretty expensive given the fact that it is just so near to the customs.

Home Sweet Home only at around 7+pm.

New Photos:

My plain simple casual top.

See the price tag? Usual price RM69!

Random Photos:

Back view. Tried curling my hair without using any curling iron by only bunning my hair on the 18th but it seems a total flop. Reason being: I didn't leave my hair bun long enough. Secondly, my hair was not damp enough to take effect.

Front view looks quite curly thou. Looking a bit Aunty here... The curl doesn't suits me... *Sobs sobs. Seriously, what an ugly picture of me. Oh watever..

Lastly, preparing to head out to a talk conducted by Adam Khoo and his way of his speech is so interesting. (go google him if you do not know him) Anyway, it was conducted at Great Eastern Life building and was invited by a friend who is currently doing as a financial planner.

Okay done for now. More photos to come, hopefully?

Year 1 sem 2 timetable @ UniSIM

2011-01-20T18:15:00.003+08:00

My next semester timetable arrangement is just so weird. Why would a sch arrange to have a tutorial lesson to be held on a Sunday?? Most of my lessons also falls on Friday and Saturday for Term 1 while term 2 falls on Tuesday, Friday and Saturday... Sighs.

Interview tomorrow at 10am. Wish me the best of luck!

Funny Link

2011-01-17T01:04:00.006+08:00

This is really damn funny lah... I was logging into my facebook and saw this thru a friend's link...
HAHAHAHAA...

Click here

2011-01-14T01:52:00.012+08:00

It's such a nice feeling to be able to "re-found" and reconnect back with long lost contact friends... So happie! Haha..

Yes, that's right its you lah, ppm. A very nice, friendly gal whom I have gotten to know thru Samsung Funclub (SFC clubs) together with a few other nice ladies as well whom I miss... but hmm... lost their contacts and I m not even sure if they can remember me thou. It's okie, I will take a step at a time to try and reconnect back with them again. Hahaha..

Hmm...those were the days...

In a short while, I will need to wake up early to go back to school for collection of materials... then going to meet another friend whom I have not been catching up with for quite some time before I head home to hug my dearie who is currently in camp serving his reservist. He's only gone for a day and I m starting to feel so lonely and boring already... The reason why I m staying up so late is because I m feeling so super pissed off with an irritating person who doesn't show basic respect for other people's love life. Just another sore typical SPG loser who admires Ang Mor. If you like Ang Mo, go ahead nobody's stopping you but who are you to impose your beliefs on others??!

Stoopid!

Post dated pictures:

My 32-inch SHARP LCD TV (Aquos) mounted in our bedroom without the SCV cable point connected so cannot watch yet. No picture of my SAMSUNG wall mount sound system yet. Maybe will post again once it's mounted up. We are also intending to buy Nintendo WII (Sports version maybe?) once our financial burden is slightly lighten up so we can both play and exercise on the sports games and lose weight! Wahahaha..

My pink luggage bought a couple of months ago. Nice right? Waterproof and it will not break with rugged use. Tried and tested in the store by stepping myself onto the luggage itself. It also comes with 10 years warranty if i remember correctly. Ya.. backdated picture.

A little bit of insomnia now...dunno why and it's alrdy 4.40am! Feeling tired actually de but can't seem to sleep leh... Strange. Good night!

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-03T19:51:00.004+08:00

It's already the 3rd day into year 2011 and I know it's late but nonetheless, I still want to wish all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

Right now, I m only hoping that all things will come in smooth sailing for me in the year of 2011. Job hunting, work, school, family and relationship.

Bye to all the unlucky happenings in the past year.
I m hoping to be re-born once again as a better person.

Lord, please keep me in your blessings. Amen

Recent Updates

2010-12-19T12:57:00.003+08:00

Recent updates:

1) Been to NEX @ Serangoon yesterday. WoW!! Great place...a wonder one-stop place for all your necessities. You name it, they have most of it. From food(lots of restaurants) to groceries (NTUC to beauty products (Etude House, Faceshop) to household items (DIY stores) to your mobile/IT needs (Singtel/M1) and many many loads more! No more camera phone so no more pictures.

2) Flunked my FTT (Final Theory Test) only by 1 MARK!!! (OMFG) I scored 44/50. ARRGG!!! Feeling all sooo shitty and demoralised. The earliest next date will only be in Februray which I cannot make my decision now as afraid it might clashes with my next term school timetable. Sighs....

3) Bought a SHARP 32 inch LCD TV for our bedroom. Yippies.... but nw the problem is no SCV cable/ point to connect at the moment. Also bought a SAMSUNG wall mount sound system at a cheap price. Display set but in good condition with 1 year warranty so no problem @ all.

School Holidays!

2010-11-26T22:09:00.003+08:00

YES YESS YESSS YESSSS!!!!!

HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS!!!! (Sch Holidays I mean. Haha)

2010-11-23T22:23:00.001+08:00

I am counting down to my school holidays soon... Happie~

My last paper will be this Thursday... have been very "guai" these 2 days. Spent the time studying in our school library with one of my guy project mate who is willing to study together and also to coach me on the last 2 topics which I missed my lesson on...

This is what I will call true "university friends". For my other subjects project mates, they can "siam" how much they will "siam" you when the project is done and you seek them for help. Baby also feels the same way when I tried asking my other project gal mates for help the last time...Sighs... are gals really such bad pals in Universities??

Tomorrow shall be the last day I shall cheong for my studies!!! Arrg... wish me luck! Ciaos!

Back from Sentosa Chalet

2010-11-14T15:00:00.008+08:00

I m back from Sentosa Chalet!

Photos shall wait till I have more time on hands after my exams... Nothing much. Just few general photos of Sentosa.

Right now, shall only post 3 of my geeky/nerdy/ah toot photos of me in action (i.e camwhorg in toilet with the same old usual poses again... Lolx)

Geeky enough?

Pardon for my last picture... Somehow, I also don't know and don't understand why I was posing with my middle finger... Purely accidental NOT deliberate.

=.=!

2010-11-12T15:10:00.005+08:00

Updates Updates:

Yesterday went in to JB again with hubby to have our Master bedroom's toilet water heater collected. Power tripped the whole house quite some time back already. Only brought to have it fix couple of week ago. Meanwhile, went to have additional pairs of spectacles done at JB at low costs. Hubby's younger sister introduced us a shop which only costs RM 88 for specs and lens. Wow...after conversion only costs approx $36++ SGD. How worthy! Made myself 2 pairs. One is a normal geeky plastic black frame (for casual/outing purpose) while the other is a much better looking plus much much lighter frame(for school/reading purpose).

And today, we are heading to Sentosa NTUC chalet tonight till Sunday book out!!

We are celebrating hubby's elder sister son's birthday, therefore everybody is going as a whole family.. Thinking, it has also been a looong loooong time since I last went to Sentosa. Now packing up our bags to get ready.

Exams are also just round the corner and yet I am still so slacking here updating on my blog.. Will post pictures up again if any.

Must Jia You x 1000 already! Wish me best and luck peeps. Thankies!! =)

2010-11-03T22:55:00.004+08:00

Never update my blog entry for a month exactly...

Recently been really down on my luck these days... Lost wedding ring, my mp3 and also my favourite BB phone (which was all given to me by hubby dear). Also, currently am not working in order to focus on my studies... I really dunno whom I have offended which makes me really so suay lor... life sucks.

Will find a simpler job(say a receptionist or part time job) upon finishing my upcoming exams in mid November (which is just approx 2 more weeks away and I m still here blogging and I have soo soo much more to study for!!! ARRG!!!)

Hubby dear also sold his Mitsubishi Lancer(which was the first car which "witness" our process together therefore feeling a bit of sadness when I was told that he wants to sell it initially). Proceeded to "downgrade" to Honda Jazz (1.3L) which is in sweet pink colour!! (My fav!!) and he says that once his business has stable down and upon passing my driving tests, this car shall belong to me!!! How excited!!! I wanna pass my driving tests soon!!! (signed up for advance theory which will be tested in December 2010) Wish me luck peeps!

Anyway, short updates for today is hubby and I both won $40 for buying 4D today by spending $4 bucks ($2 Big $2 Small). In fact, this is both our first time buying. Lolx...

In fact we could have won more because hubby bought the wrong draw date. He bought it for Saturday's draw by placing more bets. Haiz... lucky i reminded him to buy one more time for today's draw. If not, totally no chance at all.

Come tomorrow, we will use a partial of our winning amount to buy Toto for the Jackpot of 1.5 Million. Hope to have more windfalls please!! =))

Huat ar!!!

Wrong Step into Marriage??

2010-10-03T00:08:00.003+08:00

I truly felt I have taken a big wrong step into my marriage...

I think I had enough of all the whole BIG nonsense this whole family is giving me.. together with his bad temper. As if having my own bad temper is not enough, he has to create and add more fuels to my flame.

F***.... Seriously, it's making me really sick of marriage. I don't feel a tinge of blissfulness at all. As long as I felt blissful in a marriage, I m willing to do a lot of things. I once thought, blissful is something which I can have a house of our own...just the two of us. Someone who can truly understands what I want, what I really need, understands my emotions etc etc. When hubby finishes work and is tired, I can give massge to him together by learning how to whip up good dishes and be ready. BUT BUT...he doesn't gives me such feelings at all even after one 1 year marriage. In fact, I feel sickening to always hear him breathing down my neck on why I don't try to learn cooking from his mum.

HELLO, it isn't that I m NOT willing to learn cooking, but rather you don't give me the sense of blissfulness that I m seeking for which can make me do it willingly for YOU. Don't you geddit? Fucker.

And his whole family is also driving me crazy!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. I can never finish my grievances here even if i spent the whole night typing my entry down.

I m just PISSED OFF and is seriously thinking of converting back to my singlehood days. Divorce could be just a matter of time for me from me to him.

KTHXBYE.

Hectic Month for The Month of August

2010-09-01T10:15:00.005+08:00

It has truely been a super hectic period for the month of August...

Busy with work and sch. Energy is really draining up each day. Esp sch assignments which are all so due almost on the same timing..

Soo many things have been weighing on my mind until I became so careless and forgetful. I lost both my engagement diamond ring and mp3 which was given to me by my hubby dear!!!
ARRGGGG...SUPER SAD TO THE MAX LOR.... and i sooo hate myself for it. Haiz...

When will all this end..?

2010-07-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

We had agar agar in office today courtesy of a colleague who had a hawker friend whom made it.

It is so cute looking isnt it? Almost couldn't bear to eat it... Nevertheless, it was really well made and undeniable it really tastes sweet and delicious. Yum Yum..

2010-07-14T23:53:00.001+08:00

Its going to be just a boring post entry.

I just realised that my BB cream lasted me for one year plus till now despite using it consistently on my face everyday when going out ... Haha... (Bought 12/06/2009)

Was doing some "spring cleaning" and I found some old receipts and realised that how time flies very fast... (of cos I already knew it).

My old maroon coloured spectacles(which was accidentally stepped into 2 pcs by my dad due to my negligence) was bought last year in March. (28/03/2009).

Ooh, how I missed and I loved this maroon specs a lot... sighs.. wasted.

Ok, end of my boring post... Good nitez all!

2010-07-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

Feeling so emo yesterday when I met up with 2 of my younger "brothers", my poly mates.

Somehow or rather, I feel as if age is really catching up on me and I still have sooo many un-accomplished wishes/ tasks to do.

As shared with them yesterday over at dinner, these are currently on my lists:
(not in sequence ranking)

- To complete and pass my upcoming Degree course with flying colours
- To arrange a chalet cum BBQ session.
-To go and have my first try at fishing/prawning locally.
- To psycho hubby to go Outram HSA to have our blood donated together. (Read thru papers that bloodbank is currently in urgent need of more blood. We can help make a difference and save life. Please support)
- To arrange a trip down to Malaysia JB together with all my poly mates to visit my god-son (also my poly mate who is currently staying at Malaysia)
- To do volunteering work both locally and overseas together with hubby.
- To travel overseas for leisure purpose.

There is still just soo much more to add on but my mind just seems to stop here...

When will I ever have my task on my list accomplished??

2010-07-06T18:58:00.011+08:00

I m back from attending my company orientation - Induction course. It was a long boring session with the introduction of company history, milestone together with all the subsidaries job scope etc.

And I am wearing the white chic top I bought couple of months back (which I posted in my blog entry previously.) and I am sooo sooo loving it.

Pardon me for my zi-lianness...Haha. All pictures below will be a bit blur as taken by my BB phone and also taken thru reflection of the mirror in my house kitchen.

Gotten myself a complimentary company jacket as well...

I still have some past due photos waiting for me to upload and update you guys... sighs... And I will be back to school very very soon...still waiting for my timetable. By then, I think I will not have more time to update on my blog....haizzz * 100000000000

SOOOO STRESS!!!!

2010-06-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

[Disclaimer: The following blog entry below serves no intended purpose or to offend anyone. This is purely blog owner's very own person views, opinions and frustrations.]

For 2 consecutive days, i am feeling sooo irritated. During my trip home from work, i will take bus 30 back and the journey will take me approximately about an hour. With such a long duration, it's deinitely inevitable that one will doze off and fall asleep in the bus.

Yet, i am feeling sooo irritaed by small kids who cry and yet scream so loudly and sharply. Yesterday it was an Indian lady carrying her small kiddo who was practically crying and screaming at the same time. I was woken up from my sleep. Thankfully, my journey with them didn't lasted vey long as they soon got off.

Today, yet another small kid who was practically crying and screaming all the way from the same journey as me till the end of their journey (which was also quite close to mine). Imagine he can actually scream and yet cry for sooo long without feeling lethargic at all! Heaven Goodness me....

I was sooo sooo super irritated. (Alright, i know i m starting to offend people here now. But I have already indicated my disclaimer at the top of my entry). Imagine the tiredness I had at work and I can't even have my proper sleep at all with the little kid's scream and cry.

Maybe small kids aren't at fault but parents/ maids are. Are they really so incapable of handling or coaxing their child to ease down?? Even if they really aren't able to handle their kiddos, they should have at least spare commuters a peaceful environment by getting off the bus to check on their child to see if the child is sick or to attend to their needs before boarding on the next bus again. The bus isn't a BIG place you know?? When a child crys and screams so loudly and badly for soooo long, basically the whole bus full of commuters will hear.

I was so irritated earlier that I really almost wanted to went up to either scold the parent (or maid whatever) or to put the child to comatose state. Sorry, I admit I do not have patience for kids. (NOT ALL kids I mean. Only those naughty ones). Also, I really almost wanted to give up and not want a kid of myself any longer. Arrrgg.... Hate it.

Once again, I will like to express and extend my apologies to all mums or mums to be (including myself) for this blog entry.

2010-06-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

1)Moving house is so tedious, tiring, draining and difficult.

2) Staying together with in-laws s even much more with difficulty.

And nope, I am not staying in together with them. Imagine, your own house but you can't just move in due to the journey and distance is inconvenient for me to travel to work... but of cos dat is not my main reason. My main reason is my phobia of staying in together with them because I simply can't adapt into their family lifestyle. (As mentioned previously in my blog entry)

His parents junks (I mean items) are simply too much to clear even till today. It is taking up almost one whole room full of their items. GOODNESS!!

Last weekend when I got home (my new home), imagine what I saw? Tables full of items, my dining table with unclear plates (with remaining rice in it) lying on the table. I was super pissed off. I knew exactly whp was the culprit (because ever since from old house, the "culprit" already had this stupid bad habit but I kept quiet because it wasn't my house.) For God's sake, I am NOT a maid alrightez?? I am definitely not putting up all this nonsense. I don't give face just because they are my in-laws. I don't give my hubby face as well. I have told him straight into his face my displeasure.

I am simply getting sianz each day.... hopeless... giving up hope. I wish I can give up on this whole family....

2010-05-23T13:12:00.002+08:00

Not much updates recently ever since I started on my job.

My routine cycle just involves work on weekdays and ah dear's place on weekends. Baby has been keeping close monitoring on our new house renovations. I have checked it out and the renovations are almost finishing soon. Most likelihood will be able to move in by next week already.

For the past two weekends, Baby and I have been going to his 3rd's Aunt condominium to play tennis with his cousin. Tennis is not an easy sport to play... think badminton is much more easier. Nonetheless, it was still a fun session to sweat it all out. I hope to be able to slim down soon with the arrangements to play tennis every Saturday (provided the court is not going to be fully book of course).

=))

2010-05-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

So far, I feel that things have been going quite smoothly for me.

First, I m thankful that I found a job. Yesterday was my first day of work but I found that my fellow co-workers and my immediate supervisor/ reporting officer (RO) is very nice to work with. I think this time round, I m really very lucky to be posted to a nice department unlike my previous job which I was unlucky to be assigned to a sucky department.

A very nice spacious office with spacious cubicle with no office politics and also I will get a new computer for my usage. Most imptly, I do not need to work OT at all... (very very very seldom. I ve done my checks already). A pity, this will only be a temporary office. Will be moving to Telok Blangah sometime next year.

I soooo love my staff pass... Very nice and chic looking in silver colour.

Secondly, I went to take my BTT (Basic Theory Tests) earlier and I passed!!! Finally, after my 3rd attempt. Phew....

Initially wanted to print my results slips for keepsake and evidence but alas, the one and only printing machine is down... WTH!!

Anyway, overall feeling very good right now... Will work hard towards my FTT, my next goal.

2010-05-09T14:23:00.016+08:00

Not JB trip anymore..

It was a trip down to Suntec City yesterday for my loot hunting. Bought a dress and a lovely, chic office top. Weee...

Baby even had a try at archery.. Haha... I wanted to try intially de, but I heard it wasn't easy pulling the archery string as the tension is simply too great. Therefore, I decided to give it a miss... Didn't want my arm muscle to ache badly after that when I m starting on my new work tomorrow.

Above: Black dress costing only 20 SGD. What a deal!! White chic office Korean top $35.90 after less. Pretty worth deal also as the material is of good material. Both I like~~

Realised that I have been gaining sooo much weight recently. Look so flabby in this picture...
Sighs.

Above: Had a go at the arcade basketball and we scored such a high score for the very first time! Feeling so darn proud of ourselves. High score: 471

Above: Archery shop located on the highest level of Suntec City (Near arcade centre)

Above: Baby paying at the counter. 12 shots for $5.

Above: Professional helping a novice in wearing an arm guard (Whatever you call it..)

Above: Novice at his first attempt... (results: sucks... LOLX)

Above: His results... Click to enlarge. (No high expectation cause first try at archery. *Chuckles chuckles*)

Next, we headed for our dinner. Wanted to go back to the cafe where we used to frequent whenever we are at Suntec City but to our disappointment, it was closed. Forgotten the cafe name but food was pretty nice, price reasonable and most impt, there was free flow of soft drinks and ice-cream. Business was good wonder why they closed. (or maybe renovation? I hope so too..)

No choice, we proceeded to head on down to try other restaurants. We went to this "Ya Zhou Cafe Korean cuisine". Their signboard is so confusing and dilemma. They called Korean cuisine but they also do sell Japenese Bento and Japanese Curry rice. Diaoz...

Above: Baby's Chicken Curry Rice with Kimichi.. (If you get what I meant. Jap curry rice with Kimichi??)

Above: My tempura curry rice set also with kimchi...

Above: Baby with his food.

Food: 6.5/10
Ambience: 6/10
Service: 0/10 (self-service)
Price: 7/10 (Considered reasonable priced to me).

2010-05-06T22:26:00.001+08:00

It was another JB trip today. Heh...

Plans for today in JB:
1) Have our haircut done. (completed)
2) Collection of our 2 Alpha water heater for our new house (completed)
3) To bring MIL for her makeover photoshooting session for her making of new passport (Incomplete due to time constraint)

Finally, I have my hair cut done at JB Top 10 hair salon. This is in preparation for my new job. It's confirmed that I will start work on the 10th May 2010 (Next Monday). No longer tentatively. (Received their confirmation phone call in JB today) .

Back to the hair salon. It's been my 3rd time there and I must really say that the hairstylists there are mostly friendly and nice. They give realli good cuts and will give very good advices if you have any questions for them. Price wise... quite reasonable. 24 RM for female haircuts. Not sure bout males. Think abt 22 RM?? I have my hair cut much shorter this time round due to the hot weather. Did took some photos but the photos doesn't do justify to the haircut so I do not intend to post. It's in fact just a simple hairstyle just that the stylist decided to help me a bit of slight curling and waxing to make it nicer... Wee..

Therafter, we headed to Sutera Mall for short shopping session. MIL and I both shared to buy earrings... MIL bought 2 pairs while I chipped in to buy 1 pair to make it 3 pairs only for the price of 10RM... Cheap cheap... (10RM / 2.33 exchange rate = $4.30 SGD).

Suddenly feeling so addicted to going JB often to have my shopping done there. LOLX... But clothings wise cannot be bought at JB thou. More expensive then Singapore itself. Even the Malaysian hairstylists themselves also do not encourage us to buy clothings at JB. Haha...

Tomorrow's Friday. Have a good day ahead and also a good weekend peeps. I m also going to have a last good weekend before I embark on my new career journey.

(",)

2010-05-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

Due to in a rush that day in JB, I did not manage to take photos of the lightnings which I have chosen for my new house.

Upon completion of our house renovation, I will take photos of my house and have it posted up here again. Really hate the contractors which baby engaged (thru his customer's recommendation). Arrrg.. Keep dragging and delaying the process of renovation. Baby had to spend so much time and effort running up and down, liasing between HDB and the fucking contractor. End up, we realised that this contractor doesn't know how to read english. No wonder when baby called up HDB to check on the renovation permit, HDB replied that they have alrdy sent it to contractor. WTF!?

Please choose and engage your contractors wisely if anyone is planning to move house or having any renovations for your house. Think we really really regretted engaging them. No choice, we just only have to keep monitoring, urging and rushing them every day. Wastage of time, money and efforts.

PS: I have lobangs for cheaper kitchen sinks and taps should anyone require any of the items. Interested friends, please do not hesitate to email or call me on my mobile number.

2010-05-03T01:07:00.012+08:00

It was practically trips to JB, JB and still JB for this week.

Went in and out for meals, petrol and also wanted to shop for our new house lightnings but a pity the shop wasn't open. Therefore it will be JB trip in again tomorrow...

Baby brought me to Jusco for the very first time. He kept saying he did used to bring me here and even call me absent-minded. Grrr... end up he was the one who was ABSENT-MINDED lor. I wonder why he keeps saying he remember he ever brought me here before... Hmmm...could it be in his dreams or he brought another girl in??

Well.... anyway, nothing much to shop about. Just basically browsing thru.. Hubby bought a file for his biz use while I fancied a pair of Gladiators flats. Hubby paid for it and says it will be a gift for me. I told him that there's a saying that guys should not buy shoes for ladies as the girl might "run away". Hubby ain't supersitious and says it's okie. =__=!

Well well, pictures of the time again...

I like this photo even thou my face is white like sheet of paper. (Taken with flash)

Taken normally without flash.

Been there once and I don't think so we will frequent this store that often anymore cause the food there is pretty expensive. (Food was alright). Hubby's friend says it must be due to the Singaporeans who come here to eat which spoil the market.

The food which we had...

Guess how much it costs us.

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Answer: 60.20RM just for 3 bowls of noodles, a cucumber/fish soup and two plates of fishcakes. OMG!!!

JUSCO shopping mall.

Last but not least, my gladiators flats which cost RM 59. Think still pretty worth buy hur?

Till then... will update on my house lightnings tomorrow if I can.. Good nitez~

2010-04-30T21:19:00.006+08:00

This blog entry is going to be a super long entry with only just words. Please pardon and bear with me as I really need to let out my frustrations and grumbles...

I think I am going crazy sooner or later at this rate by continuing to stay at my hubby place with all his family members!!

All the bad habits that they have just irritates me a lot a lot! Basically, you name it, they have it. Uncouth, unhygienic, inconsiderate, lazyness blah blah.

1) FIL and young bro-in law who smokes so heavily. FIL used to smoke INSIDE the house. Thankfully, he managed to quit smoking quite sometime back. But lately, he picked up smoking again just because of a STUPID doctor who asked him to smoke back! WTBF??!! I have sensitive nose and I m not able to take those heavily perfumed people ad smokers.

2) Uncouth
Whenever FIL converse, you will always be able to hear vulgarities coming out from his mouth. Especially on the word "KNN". Yes, I do admit I sprout vulgarities at times too only whenever I m pissed or irritated but NOT always. How do you think I will allow my kid to grow up under such environment in future??!! Hubby always argued with me on the fact that even if they do not pick up at home, they may pick up from outside too. But the time they learn and pick up outside, they are already of some sensible and uncontrollable age. What I do not want to see is that they are able to learn such bad habits during their vulnerable, picking up and learning stage.

3) Unhygiene/ Inconsiderate (Part 1)
Hubby's younger sister family (Her husband and her kid) always drink off the cups and placing it back into the cupboards without even the basic courtesy of washing the cups. Unknowing people will just take and drink or even serve to guests. Before i serve any drinks to guests or even to take a drink myself, I always have to re-wash the cups again MYSELF. Another thing which I also cannot stand is that her kid and also sometimes MIL herself always drink off the drink bottle just like that. Especially the kid. Whenever MIL bought some milk back for everyone to share, her kid will always just drink off from the milk bottle itself. Just minutes back, he was drinking off the bottle again when he was actually coughing!! I wonder if this is how I fall sick now and caught the virus from him!! ARRRG!!!! The next time if I were to buy milk myself, I think I will hide it away from his sight. It is NOT a matter of my selffish-ness but rather they do NOT spare a thought a thought for others.

4) Inconsiderate (Part 2)
I know my MIL is good in taking care of everyone of us in the household and therefore I do not mean to criticise her but some of her bad habits its also somethings which I really really cannot take it either. She will just spit anywhere and also just throws and sweeps the rubbish out of the door just like that. Let me quote an example. One occassion when hubby, FIL, MIL and myself was out in car in JB, MIL ate some food inside the car and when finished, she just wind down the car window and threw the remainings outside of the car!! I was SHOCKED. First, she did not bother with the fact that there might be motorcyclist just beside the car and what if it blocked the sight of motorcyclist or what? Second, this is in JB, maybe I could not have cared less BUT what if she was being caught by police or other drivers?? Or maybe some JB-ians (I dunno how to call them) just get pissed off by her behaviour and start attacking us or something?? I was utterly very shameful and I sulked while sitting inside the car the remaining of the time.....

5) Inconsiderate (Part 3)
I can't seem the have the TV to myself. When FIL or anyone else starts to switch on the TV first to watch channels which I don't watch, I will walk away to the room and find something else to do like surfing net etc etc. BUT when it was my turn to switch on the TV first to watch, they will just take the remote control from me and just switch channels to watch. WTF??!!!! Not the first or second time liao lor.... I want a TV Set to myself in my room!!!! DAMMIT!!!

6) Inconsiderate (Part 4)
I know a kid is still a kid when will have mischevious ways sometimes. But then, I really really can't stand hubby's sister kid. Always just like to play, watch tv, play and still watch tv. Whenever he comes back home, the first thing he will do is to switch on the TV if not always come into his uncle (Hubby) bedroom to switch on his laptop if not take his I-phone to play games. (It is because hubby changed his monitor to a bigger monitor instead of the usual normal lappie size monitor.) And it's also due to the above reason, whenever his mum (hubby's sister) came back home from work, she will start to beat and scold her children and the whole house will be noisy).

7) MIL bad habits is like to spend a lot buying lots of food for all of us. She just doesn't know how to control herself. Sometimes when we are out with her, we just have to stop her. Otherwise she will buy a lot more extra then the normal serving. It's no wonder she hinted to hubby to hint me to give her some allowances as she doesn't have enough to spend. Even if she doesn't hint, I will naturally fork out a bit to give her on my portion. But, she doesn't hint for younger bro-in-law to provide her with allowances. Did a checked with hubby and gotten to know that Bro-in-law doesnt give MIL allowances. DUH!! Hubby says its because he doesn't earn much. I retorted back saying that it isn't a matter of earning much or less but rather it is a matter of whether you are sincere enough. You can't possibly stay and eat for free can you??! Even I already feel bad staying here with them during these period of time when I m jobless. Hubby is the one paying for everything in the household expenses... I always feel so heartpain for him whenever he worked so hard but yet not everyone in the family understands him. Hubby keep saying it's okie as long as he still can cope it's okie. ARRRG!!!

The worse thing of all also is that everyone has the bad habit of leaving all the lights on in the house even after they have finished doing their thing. GOODNESS!!! Such a BIG wastage of energy and resources. They don't even bother to save the earth at all... and most imptly, hubby is paying for all the elect bills mah. Next time when we move house, it will be just me and hubby paying for the household expenses.

8) Lastly, FIL lazyness is also another thing which I also cannot stand. He doesn't wants to go out, find a job and help to support the family. Always giving reasons... I also do not want to elaborate further anymore..

Actually, there might be some more to add on...but I'm too tired to just continue writing any further... I m down with very very painful sorethroat and flu right now... Slept almost the whole of today. Sighs...

I m really going crazy anytime soon if I continue to live and stay with them but I really have no other choice... I think I seriously need help!!!

2010-04-29T21:16:00.002+08:00

I was feeling super emo practically the whole of today....

SDX 145S.... a loving and sweet sweet memory which I will never never forget...
I miss you so so much... I can't seem to rid myself from all the past memories I had with you... Please tell me what should I do... Really....

2010-04-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

At last, I finally signed my letter of offer/ appointment today and also went for my medical checkup at Shenton Medical Centre located at The Arcade, Collyer Quay.

Thinking back, I also did came here for my medical checkup before when I got in to work at United Overseas Bank (UOB). Anyway, that was about 2 years back history.

I would not have been able to rush down to company to sign my letter of offer and also to rush down to have my medical checkup taken if not for hubby dear who offered to chaffeur me around today. So sweet of him~... Hehehe. *Lub Lub*

If everything is ok on my medical reports, I will be able to start work tentatively on the 10th May 2010. =))

Really pray and hope that everything goes well and smooth sailing for me while embarking on my new job.

2010-04-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

Blogging time...

Latest updates for the week:

1) Finally gotten our re-sale house keys.

Baby holding the keys to our house for inspection...

Our house unit number. #08-66... Swee boh?? Lolx...

Much to our disappointment/ horror/ dismay, we found numerous number of kitchen cabinets falling out in which the seller did not inform us and we thought to be alright as it looks on the outer surface. Because of this, we had to include this into our renovation costs which is going to incur us quite a sum.... Sighs.

2) Finally the HR of the last interview i went for called me back for my job offer.

YES!! However, HR mentioned that another lady will get back to me regarding my medical checkup. Upon completion of my medical checkup and everything is fine, I will be able to start work soon. I will be posted to a place located at St James Power Station (either it is inside the St James Power Station itself or the building next or close to it I ain't very sure about this yet)

3) Randoms photos taken over the week...

Bought and introduced this Cacao Mulberry bubble tea drink to Baby at AMK Central. A tad expensive but pretty worth the buy as the drink is nice and there is lots of pearls to eat to your full delight. (This particular drink was also introduced to me by my nice ex-CS dept colleague, Melissa.)

Taken while waiting for hubby to get ready... Yes, taken in this similiar piece of clothing again cause I have not been going shopping lately for any clothes due to my savings has already drained up ever since need to cough out 10k for our house.

This photo was not taken this week but on the 11 April while driving along CTE/PIE. Baby spotted this first and informed me. What an interesting sight... Couldn't waste any more time hence I whipped out my BB phone and took a shot. If you ever look carefully at the picture you will see that it is done by Discovery Channel. It states: " No ERP on Sundays are just awesome"

Hahaha.. Nice one.

Hubby's favourite dessert: Malacca 8 Treasure something something. (Ba Bao Bing). I don't think so this dessert can be found anywhere easily. But this can be bought at a coffeeshop located somewhere in Woodlands Industrial Estate. (P.S: It is NOT to my liking thou... wonder why hubby just like it very very much. =__=! )

That is all for this week's update... till then. Take care~! =)

2010-04-18T13:14:00.005+08:00

As per my previous blog entry on my interview, I still did not receive any phone calls back yet except on Monday when the lady called me up only to request me for some informations which is still lacking like my past bonuses amount and the benefits in my previous company.

This is so far the very first time through out my past experiences I encounter so far. I mean why would they require such an information for?? Did a checked with hubby's friend who is currently working in the company since 10+ years ago, it seems like they have been having this practice since then.

According to reliable sources from him, when they called to request for more informations, most likely is that I have already been selected for the job. BUT it's been more then a week but still no updates... Should I still continue waiting?? SIghs... I only just really want to start working soon...

Anyway, I have been diligently practising on my online BTT test these couple of days. My BTT will be upcoming 11th May. Hopefully, I will be able to pass this time round given that this is my 3rd attempt. I flunked the last two was because I didnt really had the time and effort to spend revising on it.

=))

2010-04-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

I 'm finally done with my interview yesterday. As usual, was feeling nervous but somehow managed to calm myself down a bit. Perhaps it's because the job scope is similar to my previous past work experiences therefore I was able to present myself and talk more confidently.

There was a total of 6 interviewers this time round. 5 gentleman and a lady. Almost freaked me out but I already had preparations as I saw those gentleman's walking into the interview rooms subsequently. For this time round, I really think I handled those questions and fared pretty well except for the 15 mins written test which was given to me before the start of the interview in which I kind of "cheated" by calling and smsing Dear up for help.

Luckily the interview process wasn't as bad nor environment as tensed as compared to the OCBC Bank interview I went for previously. Goodness, the thought of the black-faced guy really makes me feel of hatred for him.

Well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I will be able to get a job soon despite having to know that there are some problems which I know I will be facing/taking on if I really gotten the job. Taking things a step at a time and I shall not think too much about it for now...

Ciaos! Happy Weekends Peeps and wishing me a Happy 0.7 years ROM anniversary. =))

2010-04-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

I have an upcoming interview for the position of an Executive Assistant later at 2pm. However, email stated that there is going to be a 15mins written test. OMG!

Phobia of seeing such sentences. I mean it's an interview for job. Not as if I'm still a student schooling which requires test or examinations. Why such a strict stringent process?? Hiring scholar meh? It is most understandable if I'm applying for the position of higher management level position. But...well...

Not sure what will I be tested on but will only do my best.. Really keeping my fingers crossed that I will be able to clinch on the job and get my butt start working soon. I think I really have rested enough le.

Jia You Jia You Jia Jia You!!!!!

2010-04-04T19:10:00.002+08:00

I m so in love with this song from Rainie Yang. (Currently playing in my playlist).

It's just soo sentimental and it is as if I can feel together with the song so much. This song is not the main hit in the album but somehow, I accidentally happened to click and hear the song from Baidu and immediately downloaded it and even till now, I still can't get enough of this song despite hitting the repeat function.

Please share with me your comments if you have about this song...

(",)

2010-03-19T19:25:00.011+08:00

For the very very first time, hubby suggested bringing me to KTV to sing my lungs out! *Loves*

Yesterday, we went out to meet his friend together with his wife. Headed on to have Chinese cuisine at Balestier Road. After dinner, his friend suggested going to KTV session as they did not want to head home early. To my surprise, Hubby actually agreed without any hesitation as he knows that I really enjoy singing a lot and also that I have been really bored at home these days doing nothing without a job.

Sometimes I feel really bad and sorry for not being able to treat hubby well... still keep on throwing my tantrums as and when. Chose and dedicated a song by CoCo Lee Wen - "Baby, I'm Sorry" and sung to him.

Photos all taken by my blackberry hence the blurry pictures..

Disturbing ah dear while he's singing...

Cheeky me~ (Yes, that is my engagement ring)

Cheeky me 2~

Ah dear together with his friend, ZY and wifey.

Lastly, just a random shot of me. LOLX~

2010-03-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

I wish i can have more inspiration to write new blog entries.

I wish I can get a new job soon in order to start having income to start my savings all over again after having to pour out all my savings into our new house.

I wish I can start on my resolutions to sleep early in order not to further darken my dark eye circles but it seems like i fail horribly on that... I m just so so used to sleeping late. Damn!

I wish to lose weight.. At the rate that i keep having to eat such nice home cooked meals by my mother in law, i will grow sidewards soon. Arrg!! Currently, i m staying at my hubby's house to surf net, watch shows (Now watching Korean drama "Temptation of Housewife") and also looking out for jobs to send resumes. After all, hubby's internet connection is much much faster compared to mine at home.

Sighs...

2010-03-05T22:18:00.013+08:00

Official last day of my work was yesterday. In a way, i m having such a mixed feeling. Happy that i have finally released myself off all the overtime and stress. I was told i m having a very high tension in my body due to under stress while seeing a doc the day before.

However, sad that now that i m currently jobless at the moment i do not have source of income anymore. Afterall i have just coughed out my savings to be put into our new resale house.

Opened my email and read that my interview for my dream job at banking is unsuccessful as expected as i didn't fare well for my interview. I got all nervous and uptight and mumbled cum staggered a lot in my words at the beginning stage. Sighs... Wonder how can i ever kick and overcome this irritating bad habit of mine.

On a sidenote, i m currently in love with this new show starring Rainie Yang and Show Luo Zhi Xiang.

Here are some of the really cute pictures:

Go watch it if you have not watched it yet. This is latest most raved about show now... You will not regret watching it i promised you. =))

2010-02-27T23:02:00.006+08:00

Completed our HDB first appointment on Tuesday, 23rd February 2010. Awaiting for our 2nd appointment which will most likely be in mid April.

I can't wait i can't wait for our new house... Had browse thru some of the renovation books which Hubby bought and we sat down together to had some discussions before agreeing on some of the ideas. This time round, hard as we try to crack our brain to minise maximum efforts using minimal money it will still costs quite a lot. Sighs....the "after-effects" of a marriage should i say? Hmm...

Had a small argumentation with Hubby but everything's over now. Yeah, was a bit displeased again. Attended a small presentation talk in which Hubby wanted to attend cause he received a call saying that he won a free air tickets to Thailand/ Hong Kong. Told him that it was a scam but he don't believe. Therefore i attended the "presentation talk" with him. I kept alerting n reminding him to stay high alert and DO NOT sign up for anything.

Luckily, we both remained very alert and rejected their offer to sign up on their what-eva so called membership package. The "consultant" changed his face very fast. Apparently there were so many easy loop holes to screen for to know that it was a scam.

1st, company indicated at office directory on 1st level differs from the actual office above. Something fishy, we both thought. 2nd, we were told to switch our handphones off totally. Another point suspicious. Why? Afraid that we were to video taped or record any of your "trying -to-cheat" us conversation??

3rd, when finally came to the main point, which is to persuade us to sign up on the VIP membership, the cost for signing up today was $14,888. We told him that we didnt have enough money any more as we just bought our house and we have more commitments coming up. The "consultant" called for his manager and manager offered a lower "package" to $5000. Immediately, we rejected on his offer again as we tried very hard to explained that we both really do not have enought money due to the many commitments we had. Yet again this "consultant" called for his manager (which by now the manager started to show signs of frustration and displeasure") came and offered us one last final offer of the price of $3000.

Uh-hah, there u got it. Last suspicious point isnt it??! How is it possible that your so-called "membership" could go to such a great amount difference from $14,888 to $3,000 if it isnt what u claimed to be a scam??!

To all readers/ dear friends out here reading on my blog entry now... PLS do keep a clear mind and stay on your high alert. Observe the surroundings and look out for tell tale signs of suspicious loop holes. Do NOT believe in whatever bullshit they persuade you on even thou it may realli looks attractive and convincing.

After which, we head down to ION at Orchard... Wee... went in to walk..Wow, we almost lost our directions towards the MRT (time to return home). We walked around the malls a bit going into Louis Vuitton, LongChamp, Burberry etc to take a look.

Call me "suaku" or mountain tortoise because it was really my first time stepping into these branded stores and oh my goodness, it was a grand sight at Louis Vuitton. All their sales staff looked as thou they are working as "bouncers" in clubs. The blazers, the ear piece and the gloves (for some). They even had someone opening and holding the doors for you. Such prestige service... wow. Anyway, the stuffs were realli expensive. Took a peep at the price tag of a simple dress and guess how much it was? $4,000++. GOODNESS!!

All in all, it was a fun experience shopping at ION exploring most of the branded shops. I "pyscho" Hubby to buy a LV bag for me if i ever get the dream job which i ve been wanting to give it a try (details below)... Lolx..

Thank you very much for taking the time to read such a long blog entry despite trying very hard to have it all simply summarize on my activities happening this week.

Next up, will have upcoming interview next Wed with OCBC... Yippie! Hopefully i will clinch on my dream job. Wish me all the luck u can!

Finally, my official last day of work will be 4th March 2010 (Next Thurs).. A bit sad yet happy to go... haha. Mixed complicated feelings.

Happy Weekends Peeps!! (",)

2010-02-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

I almost lost my BB phone in the company toilet today! It really scare the hell out of me.

Thank goodness i managed to remember it and rush back in time to retrieve it and there's no one using it during that period of time. PHEW!!!

I can't imagine what will happen if i really were to lost my BB phone just like that... Only bought like a couple of months ago from hubby dear. I think i will cry like mad....

=(

2010-02-06T21:38:00.002+08:00

Finally, my decision to end my torment and misery in my work is final.

I have tendered in my resignation yesterday. My supervisor was a little bit taken aback when she saw me holding on to the letter. She asked me the reason for my resignation and even asked me to seriously re-consider again (3 times) on my decision.

I rejected her politely on the spot telling her that it also took me to struggle for a long time before making this final decision. Much to her reluctance, she finally relented upon seeing my determined face.

I m feeling as thou i m much lighter now... not in terms of my physical weight. Finally able to breathe much easier not having to feel so heavily suffocated due to work.

Now... it's time to head hunt for jobs. Wish me luck!

(",)

2010-02-05T22:21:00.005+08:00

Lots of photos to put up but simply no time...

Anyway here are the latest shots taken with my Blackberry phone on my one day JB trip during my 3 days marriage leave.

The rest of miscellaneous pictures will post again soon cause the USB cable for my camera is in my house while i m doing the updates at hubby's house.

Self taken shots with mummy after both our haircut at JB T10 Salon.:

(Think mummy will screw me if she knew her photos was posted up here on my blog cause she thinks she is ugly without her make up..LOL. I still think she looks pretty. Even my colleagues also compliment her.)

Baby after his haircut.. Very stylo... but i still prefer his previous hairdo also done at the same salon couple of months back but anyway... baby doesn't maintain his hairdo after that so makes no difference.

Us!

Baby, in a frustrating mood when i just wanted to take more shots of him. Haizz..

Lobster Bak Kwa! A tad spicy thou...i find it special and unique so i also bought some back home for his parents. But alas, his dad has a lot of complains for it. Haiz... Baby told me to ignore him as it is just his character. It's the thoughts that counts but his dad doesnt appreciate.

[PS: Baby told me this morning that his dad ate the most out of it. Grr... ate the most yet also grumbles the most?! WTF?!]

Next up, we went to this nice cosy restaurant located near Sutera Mall call "BeiJing Lou". Food is pretty nice and reasonably priced too despite it looks class on the outer appearance.

Checked out our bill man. Only costs RM 77 bucks which is only like #32++ SGD. Super super worth it lah!

Lastly, another picture of us taken back at Woodlands bus stop.

Damn, my freckles can be seen so clearly from this picture... but whatever la... natural beauty. Lolx.

K, thats all for now. Stay tuned for more miscellaneous photos taken over the last couple of months...

(",)

2010-01-24T10:26:00.003+08:00

The responsibilities and liabilities that comes after marriage life realli freaks me out which i don't have the confidence of handling it well as a wife status.

Despite knowing the fact that he might be able to read all this as he knows my blog URL, i am still penning it down. This is the only way in which i can "vent frustration".

As i m not a very sociable person whom doesnt like to entertain people, especially when the family members of ur other half is huge and u know u can't escape from all the celebrations of any occasions.

My dream of a marriage life is to be able to move out away from both sides of family in order to be able to spent quality time between urself and ur partner, also in order to avoid conflicts by staying together as a big family. (excluding of stranger tenants.)

I know all the above are definitely inevitable as afterall he, being the only son in the family cannot ditch his parents aside otherwise will be deemed as unfilial. He always says that he know staying together as one whole big family is not easy etc etc but how well does he fully know my feelings?

Yesterday night, he smsed me and asked. "Why do i sign on the dotted line and get married? Is it for fun?"

I replied: "It is precisely becos i signed and we have so many argumentations that i feel not confident in being a good wife. And it seemed like most of the argumentations is caused by me."

Yes, i m just a spoilt princess with a very hot temperament. I just don't wished for him to suffer as i will only keep causing trouble and misery to others around me.

I wished he will tell me that he really regretted going into this marriage with me so perhaps i will feel better...

I m going into a state of depression with my work stress and this n that.... Yesterday night, i even prayed that Lord will take me home with him...

Yes, i broke down yesterday night as i prayed.

2010-01-16T22:03:00.011+08:00

I m drowned by so so so many phone calls and emails these days at work. Sucks man... Work terribly sux for me.

Felt as if i m a lowly/ underpaid cheap labour. Ever since last colleague Jorine's departure and that there is no replacement for her. All of her work is being thrown down and divided equally amongst us. Can u imagine that?! If u think all of us have increment in salary by taking on another person's work load sorry to say but NO. NO!! I m geting even more pissed off now.

Feeling so heavily suffocated. I could never ever complete my work on time at all!!

In fact, all of us are starting to have more grudges. During lunch yesterday, some of us alrdy have the intention of leaving. (including me OF COS!)

I hope i will be able to get out of all these soon to end my misery.

Tomorrow will be my colleague Claire's wedding... Heh..

On a sidenote, lots of ppl getting married these days. In the limelight recently are Fann Wong/ Christopher Lee, Michelle Chia/ Shawn, Su Zhi Cheng and wife and lately, local singer Joi Cai (Cai Chun Jia) also wedded last month. Wow!

Next up will be Project Superstar Candyce Toh and Hong Jun Yang. They look just so compatible together... What i m more envious is that they get to go Taiwan to have their wedding photoshoots taken! Wah!

[P.S: Photos extracted from Candyce Toh's blog]

Speaking of which, i think we have both have come to a conclusion that we have found our bridal studio for our photoshoot as well.

Just happened to walk past this bridal shop located in City Square while in Malaysia over the last weekend shopping for our new furnitures. And i felt their photos are very nicely taken. They have also won some awards on it as well.

Googled search for local forums on this bridal shop and i realised that this bridal shop is also quite highly raved by Singaporeans!! Yippie!!

Most likely we will decide to sign with them.

Meantime do check out their websites and blogs and tell me what u feel as well.

Website: http://www.dawnswedding.com.my/

Blog: http://dawns75.blogspot.com/

Email me at mygirlsparadise@gmail.com

Thanks!! (",)

2010-01-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

Recently so many bad happenings between me n hubby...

"Yi Yan Nan Jing"... ='(

Not in a mood to update anything bout what happened to the both of us but i'll definitely be back soon to updates.

Do stay tuned...

2009-12-24T17:05:00.014+08:00

I believe its a half day work for most of us today. Yup, and so everyone was already in a festive season holiday mood. Afterall, one can't do anything much in such a short period of time. We had another session of pre-xmas makan session with the department.

No gifts exchange this time round. Just purely makan session.. Almost turns out to be a log cake makan session. Our bosses even wrote it as "eating log cake as the main aganda" Lolx...

In total, we had 4 log cakes. 2 was brought by our CS dept colleague. Another two was kindly sponsored by other depts which we had close liaison with.

Let the photos do the rest of the talking:

The food...

Durian cake from Goodwood park hotel.. Yum Yums

Dunno what flavor this cake is but heard its chocolate?? Doesnt seem like it leh.. I nvr eat this one thou.

Chocolate and blueberry log cake from Four Seasons or is it Four Leaves?? It's nice~

(with flash) (without flash)

Group photos:

Jorine(Left) whom will be leaving us this month end together with her "master" (shifu), Cynthia.

Last but not least, me with my favourite colleague from Customer Service Dept, MeiJun. A very sweet sweet girl. (",)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2009-12-23T20:07:00.001+08:00

This blog entry came a little bit too late i know...

But nonetheless.... i got selected to study at UniSIM for the July 2010 intake.

I m getting all so excited yet nervous as well. Worry that i cant manage and do well in my studies. Afterall, i aint a studious person and also getting a degree is not something similiar to getting a diploma.

Even thou a bit of disappointment that i did not get in for the upcoming January 2010 intake but i believe its sort of God's plan for me. HE probably knew i was going to get all busy and shag with the moving of house matters and HE probably didnt want me to stress myself out too much coping with work, studies and our house.

Everything in my life i ve always believed it's God's plan. Be it good or bad happenings in my life. Yes, bad happenings in my life. For all the bad happenings that happened, i will take it that God is putting me through the obstacles in order to make me stronger. As for the good happenings that came into my life, i thank God for it.

Cheerios~!

Having a super good hair day today hence i zi-lian a few more pictures... >.<
Please don't puke okie?

=PP

2009-12-05T19:28:00.004+08:00

First time wearing a dress to work hence must zi-lian a bit here...

Took pictures of myself before heading to work and i find the photos quite nicely shot hence posting it here to share:

What i like abt this dress is that i bought it at quite a reasonable price. After bargain, it only cost me $13. Wee...

The cleaning auntie at my office was complimenting me when she saw me in this dress. She commented that "Whoa, u change image ar? First time see u wear so pretty and nice."

Hahahaa... flying on clouds nine.. >.<

2009-12-04T21:05:00.002+08:00

We had our early X'mas celebration within our depts today in office.

Everyone was supposed to buy/prepare gifts ranging from $10-$12. We had lucky picks of the number and guess what i'd gotten?

An Octopus USB Port. (Somehow or rather, i feel that this USB port is rather a cheapo not within the expected range. By the looks of it, it just looks rather cheapo. =_=

Unable to control myself upon opening the pressies, i kept saying that the gift looks rather cheapo. Oops... thinking back, i wonder if the person who "bought" the USB port heard me. I should think so... Anyway, to heck with it.

Lazy to write... i will post the pictures up again.

Heading to Cathay Causeway Point with Baby later to watch "2012" at 11.30pm.. Heard it's a very nice show... (",)
Late as it might...

2009-11-28T11:48:00.011+08:00

It has been almost 3 weeks in which i have not been going out except last weekend we went to Aston's Western Food Restaurant located at Sembawang Shopping Centre (SSC) to celebrate Grace Da Jie's (Hubby's elder sister) birthday.

She's been a very nice sister. On my ROM day, she bought a very nice necklace from Tian Poh Jewellery for me while still giving hubby an Ang Pow.

There is an indescribable feeling that i have towards Grace Jie. She has this kind of X-factor and charismatic which i feel that it can attracts both man and woman. Attracting women not as in developing a lesbian feeling. It is purely just attracting women's attention to wanting to take a few glance at her.
>.<

Photos:

The lovely couple:

2009-11-25T00:56:00.002+08:00

While at work this afternoon today, an idea suddenly struck and came to my mind.

Thinking of wanting to rent a flea market to sell my clothes. (Both new and 2nd hand clothing). But i believe just my items are definitely not much enough. What i will need is:

1) More contributions of items

2) Friends who are keen to do this with me to discuss plans together as me alone is not suffice enough to do this. (I need companion, confidence and courage boost)

Any friends keen or interested in the idea of setting up a flea market please kindly drop me an email at: mygirlsparadise@gmail.com

Hoping to hear from my dear friends soon.... Thanks Thanks!

>.<

2009-11-16T01:04:00.004+08:00

Finally, we have managed to find another house!

So happie... Lets hope and pray that there won't be any hiccups occuring like the last time again. Somehow, i feel that it is really God's blessings as both the house we like coincidentally belongs to Christian family. I m really grateful for that. Praise GOD! (",)

On a side note, becos of this it makes me realise the dark side to many things. Please do not quote me saying that i mentioned which particular person nor industry is bad. Basically, it all boils down to a person's greed that such incidents will happen, NOT the industry itself.

As quoted by hubby: The Rich will only get richer while the poor will only be poorer.

Always remember this sentence thou: " What Goes Around Comes Around."

Sounds too profound? Its never too late to find out what it means as i only just get to know the exact meaning to it recently.

Good nitez peeps!

2009-11-08T23:39:00.005+08:00

Something happen which causes both Baby and I both to cry together...

Both of us was so so upset with each other on some issues which i really really don't want to go any further. I can't really say it was a tiff, quarrel nor arguments... Let's just say some issues which we could not agree on and compromise on maybe?? I dunno... feeling lost.

Baby told me that i could leave him if i wanted and that he wouldnt blame me if i did cos he felt that he was incapability of giving me a good life. I knew it was hard on him to be sandwiched between me and his parents on some issues... but i really couldnt take it any more on some of the actions and the way his parents does things.

I guess...we both really nid some time to cool things down and i think its really time for me to start my arrangement to attend some pre-marital counselling course. Something which i hope and i believe will do some benefits to the both of us.

What a day to end my weekend and a day to start a brand new week tomorrow... sighs.

[PS: A guys tears really doesnt come so easily and it really pains me so when it does.]

=(

2009-11-03T02:32:00.004+08:00

I have my UniSIM January 2010 intake interview for BSc Finance later this afternoon but yet i still not going to bed...haiz.. Typical me to stay up so late always despite umpteen times of reminder from hubby to sleep early. =_=

Photos:

Other dept's colleague wedding dinner held at Chinatown Restaurant. (forgotten the name)

Had a slight bad hairday on that day... i tried to tease my hair up a little bit but guess it fails... But dats is besides the point. Most importantly is:

"Happy Marriage & Stay Blissful Always, Mr & Mrs Nelson Chan!"

(",)

Alrightez thats all for today... i really have to go catch up on my beauty sleep now.. Nitez peeps.

2009-10-31T11:59:00.012+08:00

I ve been very hot tempered these days which i know this is bad and unhealthy as well...

Reason?

Due to my RO at work (Reporting Office cum Supervisor) together with the long working overtime hpurs (with no overtime pay). Feeling damn shitty and sianz... but what to do? Work is always like this with shitty people around almost everywhere..

Just that day, she pissed me off real bad again by maligning me of not following up on my emails and demanded an explanatory from me why! Initially, somehow i just dunno how to answer because i tot it was really due to my mistake. I just simply kept quiet for bout 2 mins... and she just kept looking at me waiting for my explanation. In the end, i just replied her "I got no answer for you".

After that, i went on to grumble and pour my woes out to another colleague of mine while heading to another room to do my work stuffs. Even upon knowing that there are some other dept people in that room, i still can't hold on to myself and continued grumbling until my colleague had to hint me to hush down... >.<

Well, who ask, i m such a person who realli realli cant stand the fact of being maligned(coming up in another paragraph) Later on, my colleague helped me to clear my name by helping me to find another email dated only on the 27th instead of 23rd and she even printed out the solid evidence for me to prove my innocence! Was alrdy feeling shitty and initially i told my colleague that i really can't be bothered to explain things further to such a person like my RO. But my colleague insisted i do it to prove my innocence.

In the end, i brought the "solid evidence" to my RO, placed it on her desk to explain and clarify things. She only merely replied with a "Okie, that is good then."

=__=!!

After all, shouldn't u even apologies to me bout your actions earlier on? You demanded an explanatory from me on my "late follow-up"so can i demand an apology from you then??

Sometimes, i really don't understand why all senior or rather higher management people do not admit their mistakes (pride issue) while small associates like us have to put down our pride, admit our mistakes (even when it is sometimes also NOT our mistake) the hard way?

Sidetracked:

Photos taken way way way way back...

-Baby bought 7 (or was it 8?) long sleeve work shirts at one go at G2000 sale back in August 09 costing close to $200+.

-In fact, this whole stack of clothes is inclusive of one working pants for myself which Baby paid for me! Heh..

@ Registry of Marriages:

- Baby filling up the form for cert collection.

-Our queue number.. what a nice number.

-Us (Me looking so fat-faced. Duh!)

-Our I/C's:

-Our certs that comes in a very nice folder:

Alrightez, i shall stop here for now... splitting headache in which i have just taken my pain killers.

Till then...

2009-10-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

My wish of having a love nest of our own is dashed...

Just when we thought everything was so smoothly, there came some hiccups from the seller side. But, we don't blame them cause we know they didnt mean to "cheat" us. Ther are in fact a very nice Christian family...

I shall not go into details as to what happen cause it is realli of no point now.

Right now, i can only say "Baby, ni xin ku le."

Praying very hard now that we can find a suitable nest of our own real soon..

2009-10-11T16:32:00.003+08:00

Finally, we found a suitable re-sale flat of our own located in the heartland district in Woodlands.

I won't say that this place s very well decorated nor fully furnished but overall we still find it a very comfortable place to stay in.

Renovations is still definitely a must. Hopefully we will be able to have the renovations done up nicely with only limited resources. Baby says it will be possible given that his younger bro-in law father is doing construction company. Heh...

Most likely, we will be getting our house and moving in officially next year after Chinese New Year.

Feeling so excited now...knowing that we finally have our love nest.

Sidetracked to my birthday.

Baby didnt gave me any surprises this year on my actual birth date. But yesterday after coming to fetch me home after attending to a colleagues wedding dinner at Chinatown, he promised to buy me a brand new Blackberry phone!! Wakakaka... But, since we will need some cash for our house reno, i told him if the blackberry phone is too expensive then no nid to buy me that. Even with a simple Sony Ericsson phone i will also just be as contented enough.

Sometimes, no amount of fanciful/ lavishing gifts can be compared to having you just by my side. Love that is... (",)

2009-10-03T01:32:00.003+08:00

Time flies... a year has passed yet again.

Happy Birthday and also a Happy Lantern/Mooncake festival to me!!

Its going to be a day packed full of activities. Heading to Pasir Ris Downtown East Chalet later at 3pm for our department's BBQ. Of cos before that, i will have to head on down to NTUC to purchase some of the items which i m in charge of.

Baby or rather Hubby will be coming to join me for the BBQ session after he's done with his work. After that, maybe we will head on down to Changi Airport Swensen's to have our late night supper/dessert session because i have received a $100 worth of Swensen's vouchers from my team colleagues. Well, thanks!

Hee... After that will be a night belonging to ours. I hope hubby will give me a nice surprise or pressies later..?

(",)

2009-09-26T12:40:00.004+08:00

I m back for now...cos i m not sure if i ll be blogging consistently.

Now i m in another new milestone/ journey into my life. Officially a happily and blissfully married wife to Mr Yeo, my hubby on the 09 September 2009 ;Wednesday (090909).

Been lagging too much in blogging until i seriously do not know where shall i start. Anyway, i shall have it summarizes briefly as below:

Work

Work for me this month really hasn't been much smooth. Even thou i have just gotten myself another year of contract renewal with a slight revised salary adjustments, my supervisor just spoke to me regarding some issues. I have not been able to completed my assigned project taks on time. This i really have to clarify. The other person in another dept whom i have to work closely too with keeps delaying my time and he simply have no sense of urgency in me wanting to complete my tasks on-time. Whenever i told him to assist to resolve some issues/problems in the reports, he will always reply me saying: "Ok, i know i know." But end up, it still always got delayed.

There was one occasion when i hurried him to resolve the matter, he just looked at me giving me a smile. I thought he knew what i wanted. In the end, not only was it not resolved, he totally do not even take my words seriously.

!#@#%#^##^

AND it is truly becos of the this stoopid thing and stoopid person that my supervisor wanted me to report to her on a daily basis of what will i be doing or rather what have i done daily. SHIT MAN!! Seriously, i mean what the f***.

Apparently, she doesn't even trust the way i m doing on my work. She can still tell me that "Dun be mistaken, i m not trying to check on you. I need to know what you are doing in order for me to be able to help you out."

F*** You! Don't give me such craps. But anyway, i shall not go against money$$. Since i was given a new contract renewal, i shall just go as per her wish lor. It's not like i will be staying to work for long here anyway.

Love

Like what i mentioned at the beginning of this blog entry, i m officially engaged to my baby on the 09 Sept 09. The next thing we are looking at is to search for our love nest. However, given the current property market now i guess its not going to be easy as property prices keep going up. Haiz..

Well, i guess dats about it now. I will try to post some of my ROM pictures when i have the free time again.

Ciaos! (",)

2009-08-16T10:04:00.003+08:00

Alrightez, i know this came a little too late in now BUT STILL...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~!!!! I LOVE SINGAPORE

-Never mind the fact that prices of things (Regardless of food, flats etc etc) shooting up.

-The fact that Singapore is a "fine" country.

- The fact that Singapore is filled with "kiasu-ism" people.

Because Singapore is still the safest country with good politician members who managed our country well enough.

Singapore, a country with no natural disasters etc etc... and the list goes on.

Okie, i shall stop being so patriotic now and resume back to my blog entries.. Haha

Happen to know that one of my ex (also the one whom introduced baby and i together de) came on Fridays Straits Times

Content of the article is commended him on saving 12 children at his workplace. (yeah, he's a lifeguard).

I told baby that we should probably ask him out to meet up to tell and officially invite him to attend our ROM solemnisation on the 09 th Sept 09. Well and we did. Thank goodness he was free yesterday nite to meet us up.

Hmm...the ever charming guy he still is...good looking with great muscles. Thinking back, I m really glad that i have truly clean forgotten him because after our meet up yesterday, i realise that he is still someone who is fickle minded and someone whom still doesnt plan for future given his age now (32 years old). But thats beside the point. Overall he is still a very nice guy and a very nice friend.

2009-07-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

I apologise for the late and lack of updates.

Okie, back to topic. Yippie, received a letter from company saying that we will be receiving our performance bonus this coming month end.

Given the fact that i have only been with this company for less den a year (thou close to it) but am still pretty surprised to be given such an amount. I really didnt pin too much of high hopes as give the bad economy these days plus bosses and management also pre-empted us by quoting: "even now civil servants have no bonus so better dont expect too much"

Wee... This time round i will have to start saving. Lots of things to start planning for future ahead. Decided to keep aside first and save this bonus amount into our savings joint account (once we opened it.) Besides, we will still need to save up for our wedding preparations, hse renovation etc etc...

[PS: i just came back from the dentist for my braces consultation. Due to some complications of my tooth, i will not be able to start on the braces treatment soon. Will have to wait for my dentist (Dr Darrin Cho) to review on my X-Ray before planning on a suitable treatment package as i told him on my situation that i nid to save up on a lot of upcoming plans e.g studying, driving licence, ROM, hse reno etc etc... as i ve go an old bad tooth which is starting to act up on me again. I want to have it extracted once and for good so that i wont have to cost a bomb to do root canal treatment. Well...just gotta wait for my nice Dr Darrin to call me up and fix another appt ba. Will try to keep updates here if possible].

ZzZzzZzzZzz...

2009-07-04T10:09:00.009+08:00

Remember i mentioned in my past blog entries bout signing up to have both our fortunes read in-depth? We finally got it done on Friday.

Quite a long story to mentioned it here thou. But in summaries, his life will start getting better from the age of 35 onwards while mine is age 39. (Faintz. By then so old already life starts getting better also no use. )

Both our names also not to our advantage. But names aside, this will only affect 5-10% of a person's fortune. I m not suitable to do business n neither will i have a "Tai-Tai" life. Meaning to say, i m fated to be a slogger a.k.a slave for money. Haiz...

Our marraige is also bound to have a lot of conflicts. Best to get married only at a later age. But ROM is still okie to proceed.

Ever heard of a person's life consists of 5 elements (Chinese saying): "Jin"(Gold), "Mu" (Wood), "Shui" (Water) , "Huo" (Fire) & "Tu" (Earth)?

His life basically doesnt have any lack of this element so to him his life is pretty good n smooth. For me, i m lacking in 2 of the elements which causes my whole life to be not smooth sailing whenever the chinese year happens to fall in the 2 elements which i m lacking in.

In fact there is just too much to summarise n tell u in detail here. Wonder if i can also reveal in the first place also. Alrightez, will stop here till now for the fortune reading. Lets just hope we can work things out more finely now that we know roughly where both our problems lies in.

All are being summarises and kept in this booklet as shown below:

Shopping of the time again:

Bought a muffler, a training glass(so-called to help improve eyesight) and a cotton socks (for his mum to keep her feet warm from the air-conditioner) from Daiso IMM last Friday. Only 2 bucks each.. how worth it.

Okie, i know i look sloppish here....

2009-06-21T15:27:00.007+08:00

Bought 2 tops once again over the weekends... Haha..

Yes i know my this bad habit of keep buying of clothes is acting up on me again... =__=

Dun care... retail therapy simply feels so good when one is feeling stress. (But of cos at the expense of burnt wallet.)

Anyway the tops aint expensive afterall. Only 10 bucks each at Bugis Street. In fact there are lots more pretty clothes but i managed to control myself well by limiting to only 2. Haha

Loot 1: - A spag top

Loot 2 - A long sleeve shirt (Might be a bit hot due to Sg weather but still i like this top. The material nt very thick la so it shld still be okie.)

I m sooo loving it.. (total 9 new pcs of clothes bought in this month. Faintz)

2009-06-21T10:58:00.010+08:00

Another long post dated event entry..

Baby has finally survived the 5 years of his part time studies at Singapore Polytechnic (SP) and graduated with a Diploma in Electrical Engineering.

(Taken w/o night mode. Picture a bit dark n blurry)

(Taken w/o night mode. Picture a bit dark n blurry)

(Taken w/o night mode. Picture a bit dark n blurry)

(With night mode; picture image slightly better looking)

My favourite part of the graduation hall:

Start of the ceremony with the students from other faculty queuing to receive their certificates on stage.

Baby's turn...

(Picture in blurry vision due to moving motions or rather my hand moving. Spot him in this blurred picture if you can.. Lolx)

Clearer shots now... Spotted him? Heh heh.. * Look at his tensed n nervous face*

And finally... the long awaited moment...
(picture blurred again.. =__= )

And lastly the final picture. Thank goodness this picture is not blurred.

Congratulations Dearie! Time to work harder to provide me with a better life.. =P

-=+ End Of Graduation Ceremony 2009 at Singapore Polytechnic. -=+

2009-06-13T17:30:00.003+08:00

Saw n heard much raves about the BB(Blemish Balm) cream on other people's blog and i have also develop interest into trying out this product but havent got the slightest idea where to buy it.

Until i went Bugis to meet up with Cristine, we saw this particular store selling lots of beauty products and the sales girl intro us to this BB cream. This BB cream is said to be an "all-product-in-one". (Moisturizer, make up base, SPF protection, blemish concealer cum whitener and acts well as an eye cream too.)

Imagine the amount of money spent on each individual products and also the time spent on your skin. With this BB cream, you are able to save all the time n money. Without hesitation, i bought it to try. Only cost $39.90 for a tube which can last you for up to 6 months.

With my upcoming ROM session in Sept, i felt it was a need to start watching out for my skin n tone up my body as well. So i also bought 2 massage rollers which it claimed to be able to "say goodbye to cellulite".

I am so going to motivate myself in doing this everyday. Arrg.. Wish me best of luck!

2009-06-07T13:38:00.003+08:00

There's a newly opened restaurant in Vivocity. It's a Taiwanese styled theme cafe selling crushed ice, healthy tea, set meals etc.

Besides food, they also have small corners offering Tarot card reading and crystal fortune readings. Tarot card reading is pretty costly at bout $68 while crystal reading is only for 10 bucks. Decided to give it a try after having our mango crushed ice and hey, it was pretty accurate. Boy, his was even more accurate! Sometimes u really just gotta believe it.

Baby and i decided to sign up for more in-depth fortune reading at a price of $48 bucks per person. Mainly also to have our marriage fortune read and also other stuffs. >.<

[P.S: This restaurant is opened by mother and daughter from Taiwan. Both are very friendly and her daughter is really really very pretty with charismatic. (",)]

2009-06-02T00:39:00.003+08:00

Latest updates:

The white top as posted from my previous post is [Sold Out].

To those interested buyers, my apologies. If you do like the tops which i have posted previously, do let me know.

Currently, this is meant only for personal sales item for friends who know me and know how to contact me. If response is good, most likely i will try to open up public sales priced reasonably compared to other online webbie. This is a promise by me to give competitive good rates. Thank you all for your support and kind understanding.

2009-05-30T22:42:00.003+08:00

Yes! My online purchase clothes order has finally arrived.

Feeling all so good and happie. Lemme count... for the month of May, i have purchased a total number of 5 pcs (online) and 2 (locally) which is equivalent to 7 pcs of clothes. Oh dear, really overbudgetted. I really have to start saving now.

Guess these 7 pcs of clothes is enuff to last me thru 6 months. Average of 1 new clothes for a month. Lolx.

Back to the clothes. The clothes quality are pretty good. Definitely not of some inferior qualities. All in all, i truly like all my pcs except for one which i was slight disappointed. The design was nice but i find the clothes material a tad too thin and too body hugging for me as it reveals all my tummy fats. =(

It definitely wont look good on me but will definitely look good on those sweet & petite looking girls.

Planning to sell it off for $15. Any interested buyers can msn me or email me. Thanks lots!

2009-05-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

Pictures from previous post of Mother's Day celebration with my mummy and baby's parents.

@Hotel Miramar Restaurant 3rd Level.

1) Restaurant Entrance.

2) Buffet Menu

3) Some of the dishes which we ordered.

4) Baby(in such a smiley mood haha.. he seldom smile so happily when taking pictures de lor)

5) Baby's parents and my mum

6) Me with Baby's mummy

7) Last but not least, me with my beloved, forever pretty looking ever mum

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL NOBLE MOTHERS~!!! MUACKS

2009-05-21T00:47:00.009+08:00

I just spent $$ again.

As usual, its splurging on clothes. Unlike typical girls who loves splurging on make-ups(cosmetics)/handbags/shoes, i m soo into spending on clothes more then the above mentioned items.

I just placed an order via an online Taiwan website. Lurve their clothes soo soo much. Bought a total of 6 pieces of clothes which on the average cost about $10-$15 each. What a deal!

Hopefully the clothes are nt of some inferior qualities which i doubt so as i read most of the reviews mostly are quite positive feedbacks. *Keeping fingers crossed*

Showing some of the few pieces which i bought.

(",)

Any friends who is interested in buying any of the above tops can drop me an email. Thanks!

2009-05-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

Wishing all Mother's a very Happy Mother's Day to all!!

Am heading out now with baby to Hotel Miramar for lunch buffet with his parents together with my mum. (For the first time, they will be meeting up.)

I will definitely try to take some pictures.

(",)

2009-05-02T12:02:00.005+08:00

Noticed that there is an additional google search help located at my "Tagboard"?

This is for the convenience for you, my dear readers/friends out there reading my blog. Thank you all for the support. Please feel free to help yourself to it to search for items or information that you need.

Okie, back to blog entry.

Its so nice to be able to meet up with friend(s) whom u may not have met up for like 4 years?? He is a friend and also an ex-colleague of mine during our part time job. I was almost surprised when he sms-ed me to ask me out for a meet up sessions.

Waited for him for close to an hour before he reaches the mrt station due to his last min standby work. Well.. eventually "earned" a meal complimentary from him. Lolx. (He offered to pay fro it, not me asking him to pay for it thou)

After the dinner, we decided to linger around as it was pretty boring to go home early on a Friday(PH). Proceeded to Harry's Bar @ Esplande. We walked from Somerset all the way to Esplanade... Wee..

Seldom have such companions who are so "onz" to walk such a long distance journey with me. Not including him(Baby). At times, it really feels good to be able to walk distances like this. With a companion, you will be able to have someone to chat with anything under the sun. Even being alone is also fine as you will be able to sort out more feelings as you walked.

Initially, we only wanted to hang around for a short while till 2-3 am before heading home...but eventually we both hanged around Esplanade till the next morning 6.30am before we both head home in different MRT directions. Sometimes, if u didnt get to meet up with friend(s) for too long a period of time, you tend to get more engrossed in the catching up sessions till you can totally forget about the time. Haha..

Yes, got home feeling totally shag and slept till now. Somewhat close to 12pm. I might still be heading down to office later to clear my work too. Complete shag-ness.

Later evening, i will still be heading out to meet my "good sister" again. Probably will stay till next day again.. Haa.. I totally enjoy such meet up sessions with "long-time-no-contact" friends.
(",)

2009-04-26T14:52:00.000+08:00

Its confirmed.

My black woollen cardigan left at Singapore Expo during staff conference can't be found back anymore... Haiz.

An excuse for retail therapy once again. But i still miss the old one... afterall its been with me for years.

2009-04-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

Remembering couple of years back whereby a girl passed on due to over working in HP?

Initially, i really couldnt fathom how in the world possible can someone died so easily just by overworking? But i guess now i really really can understand this feeling...

Been practically working from early morning till 10+ if not 11.30pm close to 12 mindnight just by rushing to meet deadlines, finance closing in every particular period of the month which alrdy consumed almost like 2/3 days in a single month.

This is really draining...feel like giving up on my job. This just can't goes on.. no wonder been falling sick practically almost every month. (At least 2 days of MC each month). =(

2009-04-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

A day full of packed activities today.

Our whole office is on half day work practice today due to our staff conference held at Singapore Expo Hall. :)

The whole event lasted from noon to bout 6pm with our CEO giving out speech together with Singtel's CEO speech together with some games played. A pity our colour team code fare pretty badly and scored the lowest among all the other 3 coloured teams.

We got a cap, a handy compass and a whistle for door gifts. While the whole event ended and was about to leave for our internal office dept KTV session at Marina Square KBox, i realised i left my fav black cardigan from Dano there at the Singapore Expo Hall!! ARRG!!! How clumsy!!

Right now, i can only keep my fingers crossed that someone will pick it up and return it to our company building mgmt dept and double checked with them on coming Monday. Haiz.. =___=

Next, was our KTV session. Yippie... It's been pretty donkey years for me since the last time i went to ktv to sing my lungs out. Wow, first time ever i was joining a group of total 19 people in a room.

19 people consisting 4 members from our own team together with other teams and also their gf's and 2 ex-company staff. Sometimes, it is thru such events that u will know office is indeed a place where all "Crouching Tigers, Hidden Dragons" are.

Out of these 19 people, you can say almost 89% of them are "singing kings" and "singing queens". Woohoo... As the chinese saying goes: "Zhen Ren Bu Lou Xiang, Lou Xiang Fei Zhen Ren". Haahaa...

Pictures will try and grabbed from my colleague camera if i can, possible.

Till then... Happy Weekends~!! (",)

2009-04-15T01:23:00.004+08:00

Okie, i m on 2 days MC once again due to stomache flu... =_=

Kept puking nothing but fluid as i did not ate the whole day on Sunday. Just totally no appetite.

Think i broke my own record: 9 times of puke in a single day!!
[Okie, i know dat sounds simply a bit too gross and exaggerated...but still...it is a FACT]

The first company doc i went to has a simply "bo chup attitude". NEVER EVER will i ever step into this clinic again.

Doesnt matter if the medicine have no effects on me at all and no improvements on my condition but worst still, i felt even more sick and continue puking after every single meal i ate! It was HORRENDOUS! [P.S: Btw, this clinic is located in the North area of Singapore.]

Since my illness did not see any slight improvements at all, auntie(baby's mum, a.k.a "my future mum-in-law" *Bleahz*) brought me to another clinic which was not covered under my company list of panel doctor. This time, the doc was sooo much better as compared to the earlier one mentioned above. Almost tot the bill was going to chalk up to about >30++ as it was pretty quite late ard 10+pm. Surprisingly, the bill only came to abt $23++. =)

Highly recommended clinic i would say. Medicine is also very fast and effective! [P/P/S: Clinic also located in the North area. For those of you who know me well will know exactly which part of North area i m referring to. Anyway, for security reasons, i shall not further disclose too much information on the lousy, yucky and sucky clinic.]

2009-04-10T13:10:00.003+08:00

Happy 1 year and 10 months to us today!

MUACKS!!

Will be going down to head for rings later. But first stop, i will need to go back to office to do lots of filing for audit purpose.. Sobs sobs. (PH but still so work-a-holic)

=.=

2009-04-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

Collected my new pair of spectacles over the last weekend. No pictures to show as camera is now lying in Baby's cabinet.

Baby doesnt like my new specs thou..saying that it is no difference from my old pair of specs in terms of the specs weight as he always wanted me to choose a lighter pair to ease off the marking on my nose everytime i took my specs off. I did tried those design ranges but a pity, none of them caught my eye and fitted me(or rather my face) well.

A colleague from other dept said he like my new specs as it looks kinda retro and that i looked good in them... ahaha. How true..? As for me, i think i look rather "Nerd" & "Toot". But its okie.. Something for a new change.

*Sidetracked...*

Baby clinched his first business deal today!!

Feeling so happie and excited for him~ Always had great faith and confidence in the things he do.

He is just such a person who always thrive and put all his best, heart and efforts.
Someone with such strong determination.
Someone with great ambitions and aspirations.
Someone who have great plans and he who plan our future paths carefully.
Someone who is able to spur me on with motivation and inspiration.
Someone whom i can rely on.
Someone whom i know i can depend on him totally on all the big decision making.
Someone whom i can spend my lifetime with..

Yes, that someone is you, Baby.

"Jia You" & "Love You Lots!"

2009-04-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

Baby is sick over the past weekend, so am i. =__=

Woke up this morning to realise that my throat is feeling a bit dry with slight pain. I must have caught the virus bug from him...

Nope, not going to be on MC irregardless cos i have alrdy been on too many MC's just last month. Arrg!! *Endure endure*

Sidenote: Genting Part 2 photos to be on hold till further notice as camera and memory card is not with me now. Cant post it up. Apologies!!

2009-03-25T10:40:00.002+08:00

For the first time ever in my life, i got food poisoning on Monday. =~(

After having my lunch meal at our staff canteen, my stomache immediately felt discomfort and pain. Thinking it could just be a normal stomach upset, i tried taking "Po Chai Pills" after going to the toilet twice.

The third time it(stomache pain) came, i knew it was something serious and not what i shrugged off to be just a "normal stomache pain". I couldnt sit up nor stand up straight at all. I totally squatted down onto the floor at my desk cubicle. The pain in my stomache was simply too acute and sharp consistently and persistently. Tears was gushing down my cheeks uncontrollably and the urge of puking also came on but nothing came out.

My colleagues was all taken aback. They wanted to send me to the nearest clinic but i totally couldnt move an inch. No choice, an ambulance was called.

During the trip down to the hospital, i overheard from the paramedics that TTSH was full house and i was rushed to SGH instead. The pain was still consistently there making me scream in pain.

Upon reaching the hospital, it was not immediate attention i was given to. I still had to wait and wait. Some of the nurses there simply was not polite and impatient enough in talking to their patients. [I could simply understand due to the job nature which was not easy and the fact that it was busy and packed with quite a number of patients that day.]

Had diarrhoea thrice times in the hospital. Went through a series of blood, urine test and also X-ray. All test turns out to be alright.[Thank GOD]

Due to the fact that i was having consistent diarrhoea, i was therefore put on drip twice. *sobs sobs*

Eventually i was discharged from hospital after completing the 2nd drip as my stomache wasnt in much great pain after that. But i could still feel the slight pain poking feeling in my stomache still.

Baby and mummy came and was around waiting outside at the reception area waiting for me till 11+pm. Collected my medicine and baby sent us home...

What a day... haiz. (On 3 days MC)

Will be back to work tomorrow again.

2009-03-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

Had our first time today... lolx.
(What are you guys thinking? Ar Bish!)

We had our first time of trying out those fish therapeutic spa at Chinatown. Happened to pass by a newly open shop and they were having promotion. 10 mins of fish therapy for only 5 bucks.

Baby hesitated of trying it out initially and just wanted me to go alone but i managed to persuade him to try out with me.

*PS: Picture not taken by me. Picture extracted from a local forum. The feeling? Ticklish feeling initially when u put ur feet into the tank. All the fishes seem as if they have been starved and "hungry" for days cause they start crowding towards ur feet once ur feet is inside. (",)

2009-03-10T00:30:00.001+08:00

I was on medical leave (MC) yesterday 09 Mar (Monday) due to PMS.. =(

Came back on Sunday from JB. Went in to JB with baby together with his parents as they needed to visit dentist over there for checkup and review. Ultimately, baby and i end up in a salon where we both had our hair cut the last time we went. Lol...

Happened that the salon was having a promotion for rebonding and Jap perm. I was contemplating between doing rebonding or Jap perm but eventually i chose the former cos the latter is simply to troublesome to maintain even thou it look nice. It was so darn cheap to do hair services over there. I did mine for just RM 99 nett regardless of all lengths. Plus a hair cut for RM 28. Total: RM 127 equivalent to just 50++ Sgd?! WOW!!! The end effect is still pretty well done.. I like!

The afternoon sun over there was sooooo hot until i returned back home with a splitting headache. Haiz. And Mon my PMS had to come, making it worse and ending up no choice but to see a doctor.

After the doc, i accompanied baby to The Central @Clarke Quay to have his profesional makeover photography shots for his prop agent job. Heehee. Yes, my baby is prop agent now. Anybody selling or has intention to buy house please do not hesitate to look me up.
Alrightez back to the topic. His makeover.. ahahaha. For the first time i saw him with makeup on, wearing so formally with blazer and tie. So smart la... but albeit not used to it. Always like to see guys who are smartly dressed. Lolx... Took some photographs with his mobile phone as i did not charge my camera batt and was running low. But i still did managed to took a picture of us together at the food court on my camera while waiting to collect the CD Rom of his makeover pictures.

After that, we headed down to Bugis Junction for a short walk since there was some time. We fancied a couple watch down at Bugis Village. $20 bucks for a pair. Hee.. will buy it again sometime. Later on, i went to wait for mummy to finish her work before heading home. Baby needed to meet his insurance agent so he went off first. Mummy suggested going to This Fashion@ Paya Lebar so off we go.

Initially i did not have the intention of buying any clothes but upon reaching there, i still managed to catch something off my eye so eventually i ended up with urm... 4 pcs of clothings. I gave one to mummy cos she like it a lot. Take it as her birthday present. So i still have 3 mine! Ahahaha... will post my loots again too.

Hmmm... been spending too much now. Rebonding, clothes. All in the same week. I got to save now... i really have too..

*Sidenote: I know i always say will promise to post pictures up but end up always so post dated. Please bear with me... i m really too tied up with my work as i practically have to work till 10, 11++ pm everyday now.

Time for my beauty rest now... Good nite peeps! (",)

2009-03-07T01:17:00.002+08:00

For great bargains or good deals on haircare, skin care or shower products etc etc check out those neighbourhood centres at AMK central.

Realised that majority of their products are simply selling at discounted rates. So cheap... Sensodyne toothpaste selling at only $3.80 !! WOW!! This place is so far the lowest price rate i ve make comparison so far till date and is the lowest.

Alright that sounds very auntie... but what the heck! If anyone knows of any other place selling products lower then AMK neighourhood central, please do not hesitate to share. Thank you!

2009-02-28T05:26:00.006+08:00

These few days have been going thru a rough patch between me and him... and also quite upsetting issues with my fren as well.

I dislike people who are so hypocrite, insincere and quoted "talk only but no actions" girl. She can boast so big bout some issues and also some of her so-called "great plans" but ultimately no actions taken by her.

Worst still, even til this extent she still doesnt even know and realise where her mistake is. That makes me boiled up even more.

Enough of grievances, nw its probably time for me to post just a few of my Genting trips foto for now. I know it's a super duper post-dated entry but i simply have no time to spare..

GENTING TRIP (PART 1) :

The queue number system that we have to wait even while waiting to check into our rooms at First World Hotel. (Ignore someone's head there. Just a stranger's head. Lolx. ).

As if waiting to see some doctor or something.. queue systeming. =__=! We waited quite a while about 30mins before we eventually got our turns.

Ah Seng (nt those "Ah beng, Ah Seng" type.) together with his gf. Sweet and lovery dovey.. Swee Orh~~ =P

End of part 1 for now.. Its 6.30am and i m still updating. Going back to deamland again.

More to come and i will updates again..

2009-02-17T23:45:00.003+08:00

This blog entry is specially dedicated to someone who's always a good brother and a good friend, Andy Tan.

In loving memory always. Please R.I.P. We will always miss you dearly in our hearts.

Early this afternoon, i received a very saddened news from his mum today that he passed away peacefully at midnight yesterday. Ultimately, he lost the fight towards the battle for his cancer. All these while, we know that he have really been trying all his best efforts to win the battle as we have been through the tough times with him, accompanying him to see doc, for his treatment and all.

He's such a dear brother in my heart. No matter what he do, he's always sparing a thoughts for us, putting us first rather then of himself. Buying me meals when i was out of job and running low on cash not forgetting to mention of him giving us all the complimentary Golden Village tickets in which he even doesnt even selfishingly keep for himself to watch. (He works in Golden Village cinema hence the free tix).

Does all nice people have such short lifespan?

I was still intending to fork out money in making the arrangements for his funeral wake but alas, his mum informed that his body could not be kept and had to be cremated due to the illness. WHY?? When I didnt even had a proper chance to see him for the last time, to bid him goodbye, to tell him how sorry i am for the last time i met him i was a bit harsh in my actions and words just because i was feeling really tired rushing and travelling from a place to another.

I know i will have to be strong:-

1) Be strong in order to take care of his mum. Since i m the god sis of him, apparehently my godma.

2) Be strong so as not to let brother worry about me/us.

3) Be strong not to break down in front of godma lest she starts to think pessimistic.

I really have to be strong....

I really have to be strong....

P.S: Baby, i need you... physically and emtionally here for me. Tell me that you will be here for me will you?

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Dearest Brother in heaven,

I am at a lost of words right now... i know i have a lot of things to tell you about but i just dont know how to start and carry on from here. You left this world and us too soon without even giving us a chance to take a last good look at you, to talk to you about the many happenings around us, to make up to you for my harsh actions and words towards you last weekends making me feeling so much in guilt.

Kor, i am truly very SORRY for what i did and said. Please forgive me...

Looking back, it must really have been very hard for you to be struggling and fighting this battle. The feeling of helpless, lost and heart pain just came gushing down to me whenever i saw u in deep pain. I know u tried very hard to fight this battle as we have promised and hooked our little fingers that you will come and witness my ROM ceremony in upcoming September. At that point of time, you told me not to get angry with you in the event that you couldnt make it for my ROM ceremony. Not to worry, i wont get angry with you definitely. This is our little promise to each other. Yes, i m still keeping that promise to you i had with you.

I know you will definitely give us your utmost heartfelt blessings no matter where you are now.. because i can feel it.

I hope you are doing good and fine in the other side of the world right now. I m not sure if you will be able to see this blog entry right now but i know you will always be there watching over us, making sure to see that we are alright..

I will definitely keep this date in remembrance.

In remembrance of you as a loving, caring yet a crappy brother at times.

Signing off,
Elayne Chen Jiemin

2009-02-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

Yes, i know it's a bit too late but still wishing everyone a belated St Valentine's Day~!

Spending our 2nd V day together this year. And it was a very very simple affair with no lavish gifts nor expensive meals. It may seemed just like any other ordinary day to us but honestly, i felt contented enough to have his "presence" there with me more then the "present". In fact, i also did not prepare any pressies for him either. =_= Am too busy and caught up with other stuffs.

Due to baby is having his upcoming final year exams to his graduation, we both agreed to keep it simple by having just a simple meal fare at Northpoint Japanese Foodcourt. [Afterall most of the places are fully packed and we both hated queing up. Haha]

Till the time i got home, Baby sent me an sms that reads:

"I am home. Sorry never buy anything fro you as quite stress. Compensate u next year"

*Beams*

2009-02-08T12:37:00.005+08:00

CNY "Lou Hei" (2 pictures)

Mummy preparing the ingredients..

And => the end product of the "Lou Hei". Haha

[Sidenote: "Lou Hei" was bought at IKEA Tampines at a promotional price of just $8 bucks! Yes, u heard me right. IKEA. Surprised right? Same as me initially too. ]