________________________________________________________________________________________ If friendship & r'ships could not withstand the test of time and difficulties & also that easily to be brought up by mouth to end it, i'd rather choose not to have/start one in the first place n be lonesome...

Just yesterdae nite, one of my closest girl-fren all of a sudden(for no reason) sent me an sms- a heart wrenching one...

Just e day before everything was still fine...we went for nite karaoke session with my group of other frens together with her. Till we went hm slept n next morning she even msg me a good morning. It was till bout evening time.....

Received her msg that read she felt that i've changed(bad) to be like another person(ClaXXXX) n that standing frm a fren's pt of view giving me advice(to change rather)

Next msg read that if i want, i could voice out my unhappiness bout her n let my opinion be known n she cld become a better person...wat was she trying to hint at..?? i mean...wat e crap? Her tone just simply sounded very hostile n agitated to me hnce i ignored her w/o replying back thinking of giving her time to cool down or rather waiting for her to say that she msged the wrong person but to no avail..

Till when it was nite time before i went to bed i sent her a msg saying : "thanks & good nitez".She replied back saying :"Okay, think we shall just end(our friendship) here."Immediately i responded back saying that "i've never tot of ending it. It's just your one-sided thinking.I'm not someone who doesnt treasure friendship. I dunno wat's e matter with u n i hope u'll cool down. If u really wish to end it i shall respect yr decision." Having a feeling which she will mis-interpret my kind intentions for bad she replied in a hostile way asking wat was my response of saying "thanks". I told her nicely it was to thank her for the kind advice on letting me know that i've changed on my behaviour(which i dun think i have. Even so, i meant good by dropping a word of "thanks") n oso i dunno wat's wrong BUT.....

Her last msg was more heart-breaking....

"Forget it. I don't wish to probe further. You should be sensible enough to think wat's good for yourself and not for me to teach you how to live.."

HEY~!! I really felt so INSULTED @ that point of time...

I'm feeling very perpetually disturbed by her words & yet swallowing my pride..........

Who's e insensible one here? You who using our friendship to threatened me to end it NOT ME~! Least i'm someone who treasure friendship n dun anyhow threatened to end friendship just like that so easily like ya... Besides, upon knowing that she's such a sensitive-towards-words person i've already been giving in most of time trying to be very careful with my words already.

My sleep, my work n my mood is being totally affected by wat she said... PAST ♠ FUTURE

If friendship & r'ships could not withstand the test of time and difficulties & also that easily to be brought up by mouth to end it, i'd rather choose not to have/start one in the first place n be lonesome...

Just yesterdae nite, one of my closest girl-fren all of a sudden(for no reason) sent me an sms- a heart wrenching one...

Just e day before everything was still fine...we went for nite karaoke session with my group of other frens together with her. Till we went hm slept n next morning she even msg me a good morning. It was till bout evening time.....

Received her msg that read she felt that i've changed(bad) to be like another person(ClaXXXX) n that standing frm a fren's pt of view giving me advice(to change rather)

Next msg read that if i want, i could voice out my unhappiness bout her n let my opinion be known n she cld become a better person...wat was she trying to hint at..?? i mean...wat e crap? Her tone just simply sounded very hostile n agitated to me hnce i ignored her w/o replying back thinking of giving her time to cool down or rather waiting for her to say that she msged the wrong person but to no avail..

Till when it was nite time before i went to bed i sent her a msg saying : "thanks & good nitez".She replied back saying :"Okay, think we shall just end(our friendship) here."Immediately i responded back saying that "i've never tot of ending it. It's just your one-sided thinking.I'm not someone who doesnt treasure friendship. I dunno wat's e matter with u n i hope u'll cool down. If u really wish to end it i shall respect yr decision." Having a feeling which she will mis-interpret my kind intentions for bad she replied in a hostile way asking wat was my response of saying "thanks". I told her nicely it was to thank her for the kind advice on letting me know that i've changed on my behaviour(which i dun think i have. Even so, i meant good by dropping a word of "thanks") n oso i dunno wat's wrong BUT.....

Her last msg was more heart-breaking....

"Forget it. I don't wish to probe further. You should be sensible enough to think wat's good for yourself and not for me to teach you how to live.."

HEY~!! I really felt so INSULTED @ that point of time...

I'm feeling very perpetually disturbed by her words & yet swallowing my pride..........

Who's e insensible one here? You who using our friendship to threatened me to end it NOT ME~! Least i'm someone who treasure friendship n dun anyhow threatened to end friendship just like that so easily like ya... Besides, upon knowing that she's such a sensitive-towards-words person i've already been giving in most of time trying to be very careful with my words already.

My sleep, my work n my mood is being totally affected by wat she said...