________________________________________________________________________________________ After days n days of anticipation, he has finally pop the question.

Just before tat i was still sms-ing my girl fren saying that on 2nd tots,i feel that he's just too good to be true & that i wont be good enuff for him. Seriously, i dun think i deserve such a nice guy like him and that i wont wanna continue any more and planning to give him up totally.

I have been in a rather low spirits recently due to work. I just let my emotions rule over me. I know i really shldnt have done that but i just really couldnt control.

Anyway we met up yesterday nite for dinner following a short stroll at ECP. It was that point of time when we sat down to have conversations and he told me that he was feeling really comfortable with me and asked if i was willing to be his girl. I was dumb-founded. Why is it tat everytime when i decided to give up on some things but that some thing will still come back to me? Just like my ex too...

I didnt agree to him on the spot. He mentioned that i could take my time to decide...i told him honestly how i felt. Looking back on my past r'ship i really do not have any confidence of being a nice, caring & understanding g/f. Plus he's getting on so successfully in his life while me? I m still a nothing...

I know i will feel so blissful n bless having to accept him in my life but yet i still think somehow or rather i m not prepared.

I m feeling so vexed...now caught in between "Resign" or " Not resign" & "Accept" or "Not accept" status...

Dilemma... PAST ♠ FUTURE

After days n days of anticipation, he has finally pop the question.

Just before tat i was still sms-ing my girl fren saying that on 2nd tots,i feel that he's just too good to be true & that i wont be good enuff for him. Seriously, i dun think i deserve such a nice guy like him and that i wont wanna continue any more and planning to give him up totally.

I have been in a rather low spirits recently due to work. I just let my emotions rule over me. I know i really shldnt have done that but i just really couldnt control.

Anyway we met up yesterday nite for dinner following a short stroll at ECP. It was that point of time when we sat down to have conversations and he told me that he was feeling really comfortable with me and asked if i was willing to be his girl. I was dumb-founded. Why is it tat everytime when i decided to give up on some things but that some thing will still come back to me? Just like my ex too...

I didnt agree to him on the spot. He mentioned that i could take my time to decide...i told him honestly how i felt. Looking back on my past r'ship i really do not have any confidence of being a nice, caring & understanding g/f. Plus he's getting on so successfully in his life while me? I m still a nothing...

I know i will feel so blissful n bless having to accept him in my life but yet i still think somehow or rather i m not prepared.

I m feeling so vexed...now caught in between "Resign" or " Not resign" & "Accept" or "Not accept" status...

Dilemma...