________________________________________________________________________________________ I truly felt I have taken a big wrong step into my marriage...

I think I had enough of all the whole BIG nonsense this whole family is giving me.. together with his bad temper. As if having my own bad temper is not enough, he has to create and add more fuels to my flame.

F***.... Seriously, it's making me really sick of marriage. I don't feel a tinge of blissfulness at all. As long as I felt blissful in a marriage, I m willing to do a lot of things. I once thought, blissful is something which I can have a house of our own...just the two of us. Someone who can truly understands what I want, what I really need, understands my emotions etc etc. When hubby finishes work and is tired, I can give massge to him together by learning how to whip up good dishes and be ready. BUT BUT...he doesn't gives me such feelings at all even after one 1 year marriage. In fact, I feel sickening to always hear him breathing down my neck on why I don't try to learn cooking from his mum.

HELLO, it isn't that I m NOT willing to learn cooking, but rather you don't give me the sense of blissfulness that I m seeking for which can make me do it willingly for YOU. Don't you geddit? Fucker.

And his whole family is also driving me crazy!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. I can never finish my grievances here even if i spent the whole night typing my entry down.

I m just PISSED OFF and is seriously thinking of converting back to my singlehood days. Divorce could be just a matter of time for me from me to him.

KTHXBYE. PAST ♠ FUTURE

I truly felt I have taken a big wrong step into my marriage...

I think I had enough of all the whole BIG nonsense this whole family is giving me.. together with his bad temper. As if having my own bad temper is not enough, he has to create and add more fuels to my flame.

F***.... Seriously, it's making me really sick of marriage. I don't feel a tinge of blissfulness at all. As long as I felt blissful in a marriage, I m willing to do a lot of things. I once thought, blissful is something which I can have a house of our own...just the two of us. Someone who can truly understands what I want, what I really need, understands my emotions etc etc. When hubby finishes work and is tired, I can give massge to him together by learning how to whip up good dishes and be ready. BUT BUT...he doesn't gives me such feelings at all even after one 1 year marriage. In fact, I feel sickening to always hear him breathing down my neck on why I don't try to learn cooking from his mum.

HELLO, it isn't that I m NOT willing to learn cooking, but rather you don't give me the sense of blissfulness that I m seeking for which can make me do it willingly for YOU. Don't you geddit? Fucker.

And his whole family is also driving me crazy!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. I can never finish my grievances here even if i spent the whole night typing my entry down.

I m just PISSED OFF and is seriously thinking of converting back to my singlehood days. Divorce could be just a matter of time for me from me to him.

KTHXBYE.